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Thomas Rekowicz

Thomas Rekowicz

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Mar 10, 2025
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This is IT my SN container will be delivered at Tuesday i received information from Polish site A*****o that order is accepted i AM sacred but happy at the same time finally i will be free i plan to clean my room write letters make some video for my family in which i comforting them. I will buy new suit and shoes so i will look good in casket. I plan to cover my bed in roses wear suit smoke cigar and than drink SN listening to favorite music. The only problem is that my lil brother will have First Holly Communion in May and i want to be there i don't know if i hold up my psyche together for two months i plan to buy him little cross on chain made from gold so he will be remember me every time he see IT and know i am close to him. I am so tired of living but i love this boy like he is my own brother even that we are not related he is a son from partner of my father. He wanted to have a brother so much. CTB is near finally.
 

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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
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Sep 24, 2024
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This is IT my SN container will be delivered at Tuesday i received information from Polish site A*****o that order is accepted i AM sacred but happy at the same time finally i will be free i plan to clean my room write letters make some video for my family in which i comforting them. I will buy new suit and shoes so i will look good in casket. I plan to cover my bed in roses wear suit smoke cigar and than drink SN listening to favorite music. The only problem is that my lil brother will have First Holly Communion in May and i want to be there i don't know if i hold up my psyche together for two months i plan to buy him little cross on chain made from gold so he will be remember me every time he see IT and know i am close to him. I am so tired of living but i love this boy like he is my own brother even that we are not related he is a son from partner of my father. He wanted to have a brother so much. CTB is near finally.
Drink SN while listening to you favorite music. I like that when I read that I felt more relax. Imma do it just like that, chilling, waiting for light to glimmer out and then…… peace. But first I feel that I need to get my story out. the rage I feel is just too heavy at times it's getting in my way of offin myself but if I can't fix this situation soon because of how long it's taking i need the world to just stop existing
 
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opheliaoveragain

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Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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that's how I plan to go out too. we're here for you.
 
Jennifer

Jennifer

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Mar 25, 2025
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I am new here and was just wondering about all the initials in all the posts people are using. I have no idea what they mean. I have seen many, many posts about SN but I have absolutely no clue what SN is. And yes, I tried to Google it with no success. Is there somewhere in the many forums that list the meaning of initials or can someone let me know. Especially the SN initial as it seems to be the go to for many people. Sorry don't want to sound stupid. Hoping someone can help me.
 
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abcdefghijk

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Mar 2, 2025
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I am new here and was just wondering about all the initials in all the posts people are using. I have no idea what they mean. I have seen many, many posts about SN but I have absolutely no clue what SN is. And yes, I tried to Google it with no success. Is there somewhere in the many forums that list the meaning of initials or can someone let me know. Especially the SN initial as it seems to be the go to for many people. Sorry don't want to sound stupid. Hoping someone can help me.
Yeah No.
 
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tone

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Jun 16, 2024
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I am new here and was just wondering about all the initials in all the posts people are using. I have no idea what they mean. I have seen many, many posts about SN but I have absolutely no clue what SN is. And yes, I tried to Google it with no success. Is there somewhere in the many forums that list the meaning of initials or can someone let me know. Especially the SN initial as it seems to be the go to for many people. Sorry don't want to sound stupid. Hoping someone can help me.
Hello, welcome to SaSu.

SN is sodium nitrite, which is an inorganic salt.

Here's a link to a thread that lists the meanings of the many acronyms that you'll see on this website:

Acronyms

 
Jennifer

Jennifer

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Mar 25, 2025
2
Hello, welcome to SaSu.

SN is sodium nitrite, which is an inorganic salt.

Here's a link to a thread that lists the meanings of the many acronyms that you'll see on this website:

Acronyms

Thank you for your help.
Sorry if I offended you somehow. Someone else directed me to the Acronyms post. I am sorry if I sounded stupid; I am new here.
 
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