NSFW My SN is ready but I am afraid

[samoyedlover]

My SN is ready but now I am afraid to take it. My brain is deleting all the pain that led to this. I know it is not true. How do i get over this

 

[Kayla]

If you're scared to take it, don't do it. You'll leave yourself open to regrets, and SN is not forgiving. Take it from someone who barely survived SN. I regretted it the moment I swallowed it.

 

[BillyBob]

If you feel like you are not ready, you should back out. There is always another day. Do not feel like you are forced to take it.

 

[c3po]

If you're scared to take it, don't do it. You'll leave yourself open to regrets, and SN is not forgiving. Take it from someone who barely survived SN. I regretted it the moment I swallowed it.

What happened after you swallowed it?

How did you survive?

Were you injured?

 

[Kayla]

What happened after you swallowed it?

How did you survive?

Were you injured?

I'll link the thread with my medical records, but do you have to ask me these questions on someone's thread?

Comprehensive Medical records from SN attempt

Posting on behalf of @razor543. Here are medical notes which some may find helpful. Please engage in discussion respectfully and direct all questions toward them.

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[TraurigerClown]

Dont take it if youre not ready or youre hesitating - just dont do it.
I hesitated and barely survived SN

 

[darksouls]

have you found a home for your dog?