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PainAndSadness

Student
Sep 21, 2022
123
Planning to CTB with SN but keep stressing over the regime whether it's effective or good enough idk, please read through and give me tips or tell me if there's anything to improve on please!

Sleep: 12am-10am which counts as my 8hr fast

Don't eat in morning once woken up

12pm - 2 hours before taking SN, I'll take 400mg of propanolol

12:30 - 5-10mg of oxycodone + 1mg clonazepam

12:45 - 3 x 10mg metoclopramide

1:00pm - 2 x 30mg codeine + 2mg bromazolam

1:20pm - 2 x 40mg famotidine

1:30pm - 1mg flualprazolam oral

1:50pm - suck on sour candy

2:00pm - 25g of SN in 50ml of water (extra glasses and capsules prepared incase of bitter taste)

Right after - take gum to alleviate taste
Take 10mg of amphetamine intrasnally right after SN drink too to make me faint quicker

Do you think any of the pills I use will interfere with one another or whether the time frame is effective? Leave opinions below
 
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MideonNViscera

Student
Nov 26, 2021
146
Why are you taking so many drugs?
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,351
Please explain how you arrived at this regimen.
 
deathissosad

deathissosad

I will find you in the afterlife my Nanes. -boov 😢
Nov 17, 2022
173
I dont believe amphetamines will make you sleepy. Dont they keep you up??
 
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PainAndSadness

Student
Sep 21, 2022
123
Please explain how you arrived at this regimen.
By researching and testing them out myself, what's wrong with it ?
I dont believe amphetamines will make you sleepy. Dont they keep you up??
Yeah but the one I have is laced with coke or something, I took it once and fainted passed out completely and had to be rushed to the hospital because my heart rate was too high
 
wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
1,000
Your plan looks plausible to me, although I'm not a doctor or pharmacist or anything. I'm not planning to use SN myself, but if I were, I'd hit the beta blockers and benzos hard too. I would not be excited about lying around conscious while waiting, possibly for hours, for that damn bus to arrive.

My one concern would be that you're taking so many sedating drugs that you might pass out before ever consuming your SN. I expect you know what your tolerance level is, though. You sound like someone experienced with mind and mood-altering substances,
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
9,351
By researching and testing them out myself, what's wrong with it ?
You know, what the other poster said, seems like a lot of meds. Certainly, way over and above what the normal protocol is. Hey, if it works for you, that's really all that matters, isn't it?
 
Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
825
It doesn't even matter anymore. It is or it isn't. I've completely lost faith in this method.
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,290
It doesn't even matter anymore. It is or it isn't. I've completely lost faith in this method.
We're gonna be okay friend.
I know it's hard not to but please don't stress or overwhelm yourself so much.
I know it's hard not to but please don't stress her overwhelm yourself so much.

@PainAndSadness that's not going to be too much benzos is it? Idk
 
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PainAndSadness

Student
Sep 21, 2022
123
It doesn't even matter anymore. It is or it isn't. I've completely lost faith in this method.
I had a family member CTB with it so
We're gonna be okay friend.
I know it's hard not to but please don't stress or overwhelm yourself so much.
I know it's hard not to but please don't stress her overwhelm yourself so much.

@PainAndSadness that's not going to be too much benzos is it? Idk
What's wrong with too much benzos? Don't worry about sleeping, I have high benzo tolerance anyways.
 
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PainAndSadness

Student
Sep 21, 2022
123
You know, what the other poster said, seems like a lot of meds. Certainly, way over and above what the normal protocol is. Hey, if it works for you, that's really all that matters, isn't it?
Which medicine do you advice I reduce ?
 

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