albstr1403
I’m tired
- May 25, 2024
- 85
hi everyone,
I know I haven't been around that much, but I decided tonight is my night to exit life.
I wish I could have joined in more discussions and made friends, but my illnesses prevent me from looking at my phone too much.. and I was never good at socializing and making friends anyways when it comes to relationships with myself and people in general there's so much I'd redo.. but now I'm in between a rock and a hard place.
I'm following the 24hr regimen (mostly) and have 30 min til I take the SN.
taking/took domperidone, mylanta, propanolol, and a few doses of Clonazepam that I have to take the edge off. Also extra hydroxyzine but that's something I take daily.
I'm nervous but I feel like the timing is right as if I deteriorate more, I'd either get put in a hospital or a psych ward where I'd be literally tortured. I tried my best and have done a million different things, but I just keep on getting worse unfortunately.
Shoutout to anyone suffering narcolepsy, mecfs, iatrogenic medication injury, akathisia, or gaba related protracted withdrawal.
I know that not everyone is effected, but please spread the word of the damage that accutane, finasteride, xyrem, adhd stims, ssris, and benzos can do to a brain, nervous system, and soul of people that have certain physiologies.
Sending love to everyone on this forum. I'm grateful for this site as it saved me from possible torture. Please wish me luck
I know I haven't been around that much, but I decided tonight is my night to exit life.
I wish I could have joined in more discussions and made friends, but my illnesses prevent me from looking at my phone too much.. and I was never good at socializing and making friends anyways when it comes to relationships with myself and people in general there's so much I'd redo.. but now I'm in between a rock and a hard place.
I'm following the 24hr regimen (mostly) and have 30 min til I take the SN.
taking/took domperidone, mylanta, propanolol, and a few doses of Clonazepam that I have to take the edge off. Also extra hydroxyzine but that's something I take daily.
I'm nervous but I feel like the timing is right as if I deteriorate more, I'd either get put in a hospital or a psych ward where I'd be literally tortured. I tried my best and have done a million different things, but I just keep on getting worse unfortunately.
Shoutout to anyone suffering narcolepsy, mecfs, iatrogenic medication injury, akathisia, or gaba related protracted withdrawal.
I know that not everyone is effected, but please spread the word of the damage that accutane, finasteride, xyrem, adhd stims, ssris, and benzos can do to a brain, nervous system, and soul of people that have certain physiologies.
Sending love to everyone on this forum. I'm grateful for this site as it saved me from possible torture. Please wish me luck
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