my SN arrived from DMC !

[rottingangel]

i ordered SN from DMC on jan 31 using AirBnB, and it arrived today. very inconspicuous packaging.

some part of my soul already feels at peace knowing that i have it here with me and i can proceed with my plans once i'm finished with my end-of-life preparations. i have a few things i really want to give away and letters i'd like to write, and i still have to finalize some of the small details of my protocol. (i hope to use olanzapine as an antienemic because i've already got that as a prescription, but i need to read up on dosing before the day i CTB.)

idk, i feel quite euphoric! i feel calm and at peace and happy. i will finally be able to rest soon!

 

[fawnfurever]

Hi, what country?

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I understand why you'd feel relieved, I hope you find the rest you search for.

 

[NorthernC]

some part of my soul already feels at peace knowing that i have it here with me and i can proceed with my plans once i'm finished with my end-of-life preparations.

I felt the exact same way when my Nitrogen arrived earlier this week. Relief, just knowing it was there

 

[rottingangel]

Hi, what country?

US, east coast!

 

[fawnfurever]

thank you!

 

[Languish]

Omw to your place right now so we can have an end of life party and dance till we drop dead haha