my mother took my sn

[bluegodism]

i unfortunately couldn't drink the sn, it was...a mix of factors. i thought i could try again the next day, tuesday, but my mother found the SN delivery sheet and made me give it to her. i now have no credit and debit card, no access to cash.

i don't know what to do anymore, jumping off a bridge or a building is not a possibility. i'm thinking that when i have access to money i can buy a rope to hang myself.

 

[d3ad]

That is really horrible. Gosh, I am so sorry. I cannot imagine how you must be feeling right now. Are you gonna be able to cope until you get money?

 

[dinosavr]

I'm sorry that this happened to you and the last thing you needed was taken away from you.
I hope you'll find peace anyway somehow :(

 

[rozeske]

Am sorry, your disappointment must be huge. Hope you find another way to your peace

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm so sorry. I hate at how difficult it is for us to successfully kill ourselves. This world is extremely cruel and unfair

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Does she know exactly what's it's for or did she just take it because you bought it behind her back since she did find the delivery sheet.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's truly so hellish how others wish to deny us the option of a painless death, people really shouldn't have to suffer like that and it's unacceptable how they do, we should have the option to die in peace whenever we wish to. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.

 

[heisenberg]

i'm sorry that happened to you. i hope you're able to find another way you can achieve peace

 

[spectraltease]

Does she know exactly what's it's for or did she just take it because you bought it behind her back since she did find the delivery sheet.

Good question

i unfortunately couldn't drink the sn, it was...a mix of factors. i thought i could try again the next day, tuesday, but my mother found the SN delivery sheet and made me give it to her. i now have no credit and debit card, no access to cash.

i don't know what to do anymore, jumping off a bridge or a building is not a possibility. i'm thinking that when i have access to money i can buy a rope to hang myself.

Does she know what it is? She also took your credit card away from you? You got no cash rn? I hope you hold on and can ctb when you have money again.
Hanging is a good second option.