4colliez
washed k9
- Nov 17, 2025
- 89
My life is just a string of bad decisions. I've accomplished nothing important, I have no goals, no future. I've missed out on all the fun I was supposed to have by being pathetic and depressed and a loser. I ruined the one good thing that gave meaning to my life and now I'm back to pathetic lonely loser behaviour. Nobody gaf that I tried killing myself or that I am constantly thinking and planning it because I'm literally nothing but a nuisance to everyone around me and useless to society. I'm emotionally tortured by my own brain every single day
I'm just watching the time pass "hoping" for the non existent person who will show me I'm actually not hideous and repulsive and that I am in fact deserving of love and respect and can do so much more. Otherwise i really just don't care about living for myself at all lol
I'm just watching the time pass "hoping" for the non existent person who will show me I'm actually not hideous and repulsive and that I am in fact deserving of love and respect and can do so much more. Otherwise i really just don't care about living for myself at all lol
