My life is awful

[Ghostofthepast]

I'm only 26 and to continue to go though what I have I just cant deal with it anymore I think I damaged my body beyond repair from trying to od over the summer on my zoloft and benadryl I lost everything I cared about I just dont want to be here anymore my life is ruined no one is going to want me now no one

 

[downndone2]

I hope you can start to feel better soon and that these feelings will resolve. I've never attempted yet and fear failing. You are young and I hope everything will come through for you.

 

[Ghostofthepast]

I hope you can start to feel better soon and that these feelings will resolve. I've never attempted yet and fear failing. You are young and I hope everything will come through for you.

I don't fear death I never have I just been unlucky with my attempts I failed everyone and I just am tired and don't want to do this anymore I honestly just want to go and be with my kid wherever they have gone too

 

[FuneralCry]

I do see it as being such a curse having the ability to exist in this world as there is no real relief from suffering as long as one exists here. It's so awful and unfortunate how what we go through can very easily just get worse, it's undeniably a punishment feeling so trapped here. I've never feared death at all, in fact I see the thought of non existence as being the only comfort. I just hate how it's so difficult to finally leave this world.

 

[Ghostofthepast]

I do see it as being such a curse having the ability to exist in this world as there is no real relief from suffering as long as one exists here. It's so awful and unfortunate how what we go through can very easily just get worse, it's undeniably a punishment feeling so trapped here. I've never feared death at all, in fact I see the thought of non existence as being the only comfort. I just hate how it's so difficult to finally leave this world.

Same I never feared it it's interesting try to figure out what it is and ywa life is just crue to most thay dont deserve it