hi everyone you know how hard life sometimes get. it become hard to live even the next day. that is my reality for the past 14 years. so i realize that i have to leave for good because there is no solution to my problem in this world. you know this is my situation. i am also concerned where i may be going after death. but i am more than lucky in that regard i know where i am going and what is waiting for me. the fact that i am knowing where i am going comfort me (more than i can tell you ) my life after death won't be as horrific as it was here. but i truly cry in my heart for people in this forum 
first i know how they feel i know why the decided to end their life i always cry for these people who are like me. but even more than that i cry because most of them have no idea where they are going what is waiting for them it terrifies me seeing people CTBing with no care about the life after death. i don't want you to be one of them. i pray you see what i saw please think about your life after death. christ died for us so that we have eternal life. if you believe in him you will have eternal life. this are my last words.
first i know how they feel i know why the decided to end their life i always cry for these people who are like me. but even more than that i cry because most of them have no idea where they are going what is waiting for them it terrifies me seeing people CTBing with no care about the life after death. i don't want you to be one of them. i pray you see what i saw please think about your life after death. christ died for us so that we have eternal life. if you believe in him you will have eternal life. this are my last words.
