borntodie777

borntodie777

Enlightened
Jan 1, 2019
206
Lunaemoth was sweet enough to share her last moments with us in the chat.

Here's what happened physically:

4:30 EST took 20 mg SN
4:40 EST feeling dizzy
4:41 EST increased heart rate
4:43 EST overheated, but hands feel like ice, a little shaky
4:44 EST heart is 'loud'
4:48 EST Got up to look in mirror, pale, almost blacked out, felt queasy
4:49 EST laying down, feels better
4:51 EST "I'm going to sleep... thanks everyone... goodbye I hope"
approximately 20-30 minutes, god bless her soul for documenting her experience. May you find peace Luna, have a peaceful journey.
 
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Deivis

Deivis

Seul contre tous
Jul 23, 2018
235
Thanks to Luna indeed! See now? Everything works well for a brave heart. (and if you're not ready, no sleepless nights of overthinking will help you)....
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
All the best for you. I hope you find peace
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
Now I'm considering SN.. it doesn't seem so bad
 
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Hopeless_soul

Hopeless_soul

Soon
Jan 3, 2019
502
Hope you are in the peaceful place you deserve.
 
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Kingkelly

Mage
Dec 3, 2018
532
Noooo I didnt get to say goodbye. So much happened last few days for me. Wishing you peace and safe travels. May your suffering end whatever way you chose you sweet soul. Always here for you ❤❤kk
 
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Kingkelly

Mage
Dec 3, 2018
532
Lunaemoth was sweet enough to share her last moments with us in the chat.

Here's what happened physically:

4:30 EST took 20 mg SN
4:40 EST feeling dizzy
4:41 EST increased heart rate
4:43 EST overheated, but hands feel like ice, a little shaky
4:44 EST heart is 'loud'
4:48 EST Got up to look in mirror, pale, almost blacked out, felt queasy
4:49 EST laying down, feels better
4:51 EST "I'm going to sleep... thanks everyone... goodbye I hope"
Noooo I wanted to be there for her ❤❤ so sad every time I see this. But I understand her decision fully but still makes me :(
 
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therhydler

therhydler

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Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Rest in peace ♡
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Lunaemoth was sweet enough to share her last moments with us in the chat.

Here's what happened physically:

4:30 EST took 20 mg SN
4:40 EST feeling dizzy
4:41 EST increased heart rate
4:43 EST overheated, but hands feel like ice, a little shaky
4:44 EST heart is 'loud'
4:48 EST Got up to look in mirror, pale, almost blacked out, felt queasy
4:49 EST laying down, feels better
4:51 EST "I'm going to sleep... thanks everyone... goodbye I hope"


Wow that is very nice of her to have told us about it. I myself have been wondering about SN and how painful it is. I hope she made it. I might go this route too.
 
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Kingkelly

Mage
Dec 3, 2018
532
Wow that is very nice of her to have told us about it. I myself have been wondering about SN and how painful it is. I hope she made it. I might go this route too.
Me too. Worried about no peaceful but people sound like they just pass out
 
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throwaway_2620

Specialist
Nov 1, 2018
370
Here's what happened physically:

4:30 EST took 20 mg SN
4:40 EST feeling dizzy
4:41 EST increased heart rate
4:43 EST overheated, but hands feel like ice, a little shaky
4:44 EST heart is 'loud'
4:48 EST Got up to look in mirror, pale, almost blacked out, felt queasy
4:49 EST laying down, feels better
4:51 EST "I'm going to sleep... thanks everyone... goodbye I hope"
That doesn't sound so bad. I've got a fairly high pain tolerance, so I reckon my SN ctb method would succeed as long as I'm not found early (especially since I'll be mixing Valium and alcohol beforehand).
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
Rest in peace.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Rip luna
 
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Maximoo

Maximoo

Member
Mar 2, 2019
35
I hope you're in a better place now, rest in peace
 
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I am ___________

I am ___________

Hated, Unloved by the world and everything in it.
Jan 3, 2019
134
I am very late, I wish you the best of luck on your new journey and hope it is safe one!
 
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vonvonwantpeace

vonvonwantpeace

Specialist
Jul 26, 2019
331
I know I am very very late, Thank you lunaemoth rest in paradise :)
 
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