My Goodbye

[Toxicsniper79]

I plan to ctb today, although I may fail, I really hope this isn't the case. In past attempts, I would have gone through cowardice and stopped it. In the end, life just got worse. I was living through a hell before death. I wanted a painless death, but I don't think I am going to be able to do that. For all my life, people wanted me to live more. Get more hobbies, go outside more, make new friends. But in the end, once I had those, I realized they didn't make me fulfilled. Nothing in life made me fulfilled. So why should I continue?

I have to go through the pain, and the suffering of death, if I want to get through life. I have tried to outrun it, to find a painless death, but I am going to face it head on. I often tried to hide from others, and run away from things I couldn't handle, but I'm not going to do that anymore.

I thank you all for your advice, help, and support. It means the world to me. I would have never met so many people who were in the place I was. I found this site through a pdf file when searching for guides for hanging, and it has been a thrilling experience to say the least. I hope all of you may find greener pastures, and get the peace you deserve.

See you wherever we meet next

 

[doomedbynarrative]

No matter how it all plays out I hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the relief from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Xi-Xi]

I hope you find peace somehow

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[Alexandra_]

Good luck, friend!

 

[Terrible_Life]

I'm so sorry that everything all the pain led to this point :(
Soon I'll join you
Suicide is a really sad thing we're all humans but some enjoy their time here as much as possible while others go through hell. This is something I will never understand this evilness why can't we all have happiness and a good time? Well maybe after I joined you I might be able to ask the people/creatures who are responsible for all this…
I wish none of us would have to be here and plan their death but instead be with their loved ones and be happy but unfortunately all of us have their own sad story

 

[Nightingale93]

Goodbye fellow human being. I hope you find peace or if there is a next life, may it be prosperous and joyful.

 

[longpig]

I'm so sorry you feel this way and it's driven you to this point, you sound like such a kind and knowledgeable person and you don't deserve any of the pain you've faced :(

I hope from the bottom of my heart you find peace and the happiness you so deeply deserve no matter what you choose or what happens. I'm so sorry the world wasn't kind to you, i want nothing but the best for you my friend