Venting my friends went camping without me

[no1absolfan]

they never make plans with me and always talk about plans in front of me without inviting me.

they went camping. to the snow

i want to go see the snow.

ive never seen the snow.

am i pathetic for feeling suicidal for missing out on something?

its always the same. they talk about plans i'm not invited to in front of me.

they never invite me

they don't even remember that i exist.

the 29th. after the birthday celebration which im sharing with three other people

their bdays are on the same day as mine.

i got paid, on Sunday i'll go down to Bunnings and grab some rope.

What rope should I use?

 

[braintorture]

Nylon rope.

 

[Macedonian1987]

At least you have friends. I agree, that was a bad thing they did to you, not taking you to camp with them.
As for me, I have gotten used to being excluded in every possible activity by everyone, so I always go to restaurants, coffee bars and events all alone. Once you've been alone for a very long time like me, you sorta get used to it.

 

[no1absolfan]

At least you have friends. I agree, that was a bad thing they did to you, not taking you to camp with them.
As for me, I have gotten used to being excluded in every possible activity by everyone, so I always go to restaurants, coffee bars and events all alone. Once you've been alone for a very long time like me, you sorta get used to it.

ive been like this for years.

on and off friends

i wish i wasnt autistic; maybe it'd be easier for me to keep making friends.
going to cafes alone sounds nice

 

[Macedonian1987]

ive been like this for years.

on and off friends

i wish i wasnt autistic; maybe it'd be easier for me to keep making friends.
going to cafes alone sounds nice

I'm an autistic too. I have Asperger's and after a while I accepted my loneliness, and yes indeed going to cafes all alone is indeed nice. It's peaceful, there is nobody around you to bother you with boring conversations that you have no interest listening to.

 

[Mourning_Dove]

No, you're not pathetic for feeling so crushed that your so-called friends didn't include you in the camping trip. That was a very hurtful thing they did. I love camping and I know I would feel really upset if I was in your shoes. You don't deserve that. I would ditch those friends. It's better to be alone than constantly wounded by others. Some day you will find the right people or person who respects you and would love to go camping with you. I'm so sorry they were so mean to you :-(