My family is doing a family picture soon. should i ctb before or after it?

[Volatile]

what do you think?

 

[Definitelyworried]

Damn that is a good question.
I'm sure if you ctb, they will cancel the family picture this year.

 

[Caerula]

If I were you I wouldn't want to be in the picture... I wouldn't want anything to remind anyone that I was ever here...

 

[EternalSanction]

Does not really matter too much I think. They'll have pictures of you regardless, won't they?

 

[itsallover]

My family and even doctors know that I want to die. The only thing holding me back is knowing just how devastated my mother would be. She is really religious and keeps telling what a sin it would be to take my own life. I live in the US and I think we are backwards when it comes to euthanasia. In other countries you can be assisted in dying even when you don't have a terminal disease even including severe psychiatric problems and debilitating physical conditions.