restingplace
Student
- Mar 7, 2024
- 177
Not a day goes by when I don't think of the guy.
I know we can't be together, I'm not in the space to be in any relationship at all right now, but I miss holding him close, cooking whilst listening to music, watching movies. I miss the way he'd get obsessed with music and the way his gums would show when he was genuinely happy.
I've basically entirely fucked my life over and there's no point trying to revive anything if I'm planning to ctb soon anyways.
Can't live with myself for how I treated him either.
I know we can't be together, I'm not in the space to be in any relationship at all right now, but I miss holding him close, cooking whilst listening to music, watching movies. I miss the way he'd get obsessed with music and the way his gums would show when he was genuinely happy.
I've basically entirely fucked my life over and there's no point trying to revive anything if I'm planning to ctb soon anyways.
Can't live with myself for how I treated him either.
