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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
458
The past 24 hours have been exhausting.

I keep having intensive language classes after which I literally passed out. I slept for hours, unable to regain my energy. Most of the times I woke up, couldn't move and fell asleep again.

My partner asked me for $500. I gave him the money, didn't even ask why. Too tired. Fuck this.

Gave my assistant some instructions on a basic task. Almost cost me my sanity. I fell asleep immediately after. Again.

By that point I was so desperate to shake myself awake that I went to daytime service at my local church. It helped a little, but not much. I mostly sat there.

Right now I'm at home. I feel like I already lost at life. Even though I have nothing to base my assumptions on but my thoughts, I already feel like I fucked up my business and my studies.

I'm feeling tired again. Almost can't keep typing. I sleep about 12 hours a day now.
 
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DeusVult

DeusVult

Death Fetish
Aug 18, 2024
52
You may want to try going to a psych ward, they might be able to help you.
 
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life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
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