my ctb date

[hhh_]

i have decided that i'm going to ctb on 9/27 via partial. i know it seems far away, but it's my birthday. i hate my birthday the most out of anything in this world because i'm getting older and still feel as if i haven't progressed in life, and i know it's supposed to be a special day but nobody ever seems to remember my birthday and it just makes me feel even worse. in the meantime i can prepare my letters and belongings and live the best i can and do all the things i used to love. right now i'm eating my favourite things from wendys. this is just an estimate, so i might change it and maybe even back out if life gets better, but right now i feel pretty certain.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best with your plans and whatever you decide the SS community will fully respect your decisions! I hope you can find peace!

I know birthdays are terrible days, if they never happened, a lot of suffering could have been prevented.

 

[Daft-Bear]

What made you decide to ctb?

I generally find break ups to be unbearable, I see that might be a factor here. Idk if it would help, but can I DM you?

 

[ctb★prince]

saved your bday in my phone just in case, doesnt seem like much but ill be sure to remember it

 

[hhh_]

What made you decide to ctb?

I generally find break ups to be unbearable, I see that might be a factor here. Idk if it would help, but can I DM you?

not really anything in specific, i've just had awful mental health issues all my life that's been getting tiring to deal with

 

[MrDarkness]

I always hated my birthday, I feel shamed, why is everyone happy for me, I don't deserve this. I'm a disgusting person. I hope you find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand hating birthdays, for me they just reflect the fact that I've unfortunately managed to suffer for yet another year. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[oversky]

I wish you the best of luck and peace . Ironically that's my birthday too and I'm dreading of facing it alone again… I've been think of ctb either in July or august but haven't decided yet. If you are still here or both are we should celebrate together:)

 

[azo]

I feel pretty much the same way about birthdays and I've considered resolving to do something similar— if I don't have any interests in living by the day I turn 21, I'll ctb.

I wish you peace, OP