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Joan Jett And The Blackhearts 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤







Midnight, gettin' uptight, where are you?
You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two
I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you
Hey Jack, it's a fact they're talkin' in town
I turn my back and you're messin' around
I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you
Ow! Uh
Daylight, spent the night without you
But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do
I'm over being angry 'bout the hell you put me through
Hey, man, bet you can treat me right
You just don't know what you was missin' last night
I wanna see you begging, say forget it just for spite
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart and you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you
Ow! Huh
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart and you took my pride awa
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself
I hate myself for loving you
 
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Totally obsessed with this song atm. It's great to jump around to!



I said I don't need you to save me
I'll be what you make me
Let you lead me on and on like repetition
Fill my head with bad decisions
What if everything we want is everything that
Keeps us lost and miserable
Let's live for the ritual
 
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Cabal-End Times :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






How did we all grow so cold?
Did we become jaded from the false dreams they sold?
They promised us the world
But instead we have to watch it burn
How did we all grow so cold?
Did we become jaded from the false dreams they sold?
They promised us the world
But instead we have to watch it burn
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
But there's no mercy here
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
Bleeding, but there's no mercy here
Kids are forced to scavenge through filth
Open your eyes and behold the world that we've built
On a foundation of blood spilled
We are the blind being led by the ill willed
Welcome to the end times you son of a bitch
Total damnation
An unbearable weight that will crush everyone
Total extinction
Compassion crushed by greed beyond any reason
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
But there's no mercy here
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
Bleeding, but there's no mercy here
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
Bleeding, but there's no mercy here
There's no mercy here
Weeping in despair
But there's no mercy here
 
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This was in an 80's EDM Mix 😉

I only knew a couple tracks but I love this song.

New Order-Blue Monday 88 :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








If you have an hour to kill and want to check out the rest of it. 😉



How does it feel
To treat me like you do?
When you've laid your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now, how do I feel
Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They'll turn away no more
I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
Just how I should feel today
I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn't for your misfortune
I'd be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me, how do I feel
Tell me now, how should I feel
Now I stand here waiting
I thought I told you to leave me
While I walk down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
When your heart grows cold, grows cold...
 
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Chevelle-Rabbit Hole 👍Only one link hope it works.😉



Come in
You king of the mountain unknown
Survivors
Now reap what they somehow have stole
Don't give them an inch
I heard a change has begun
I won't give in to cowards
Your fevers evolved
I won't become like you
Come in
Is it evidence clashing with confidence
Don't give em an inch
It's just words
Are you meddling to catfish the government
The final abyss
I heard a change has begunI won't give in to cowards
Your fevers evolved
The dam has fallen over
They've weakened your walls
Accept the newer world
Accept the newer world
Down inside the longest rabbit hole abyss
I heard a change has begun
I won't give in to cowards
Your fevers evolved
The dam has fallen over
They've weakened your walls
Accept the newer world
Don't accept what
you have heard
Conspiracy addicts
 
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Billy Morrison/Ozzy Osbourne-Gods Of Rock And Roll :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Sometimes I feel like I'm so empty
Sometimes I feel like I'm alive
So many voices talking to me
Please God just let my mind survive
I see the moon and tears start falling from my eyes
Will I make it through the night?
I guess tonight will be another nightmare just for me
I've found myself another god shaped hole
Will someone pray for me, pray to save my soul for me
The only Gods the Gods of Rock N Roll
The Gods of Rock N Roll
Believe me, don't try to understand
Just watch the shadows creeping up the walls
Stay with me, don't want to be alone
I need you as another night time falls
I see the moon and now the fear is calling me
Will I make it through the night?
I guess tonight will be another nightmare just for me
I've found myself another god shaped hole
Will someone pray for me, pray to save my soul for me
The only Gods the Gods of Rock N Roll
The Gods of Rock N Roll
With all the songs and dances, still looking for the answers
I guess I've lost my self-controlWith all these crazy voices, I'm running out of choices
I need you now, I need you now
The Gods Of Rock N Roll
I guess tonight will be another nightmare just for me
I've found myself another god shaped hole
Will someone pray for me, pray to save my soul for me
The only Gods the Gods of Rock N Roll
The Gods of Rock N Roll
The Gods of Rock N Roll
The Gods of Rock N Roll
The only Gods the Gods of Rock N Roll
The Gods of Rock N Roll
 
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a song i associate with a prior agony circa 2018

 
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Black Row-Vorkuta :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

(To new for lyrics, but they are in the video) 👍

 
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"
Oh, I'm such a fool...
I'm dying, I'm breathing
Repeating, repeating
I'm crying, I'm healing
I'm dying, I'm breathing
Repeating, repeating
I'm crying, I'm healing
I'm dying, I'm breathing
Repeating, repeating
I'm crying, I'm healing
Circles, in circles, I go around
Looking for a reason that can't be found"
 
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Def Leppard-Rock Of Ages :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

Some Classic Rock....






 
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SNL....😉

Goth Kid On Vacation :heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart::pfff::heart:
(Not a kid anymore, but this could be me) 😉😁

 
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R.I.P. Clem Burke :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:

Some of the Blondie songs he drummed on. 👍










 
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AC/DC-Highway To Hell :heart::devil::heart::devil::heart::devil::heart:

I think of this song whenever I'm on my way to work. 😉 Other than the chorus it doesn't match but it's my anthem.








Livin' easy, lovin' free
Season ticket on a one-way ride
Askin' nothin', leave me be
Takin' everything in my stride
Don't need reason, don't need rhyme
Ain't nothin' I'd rather do
Goin' down, party time
My friends are gonna be there too, yeah
I'm on the highway to hell
On the highway to hell
Highway to hell
I'm on the highway to hell
No stop signs, speed limit
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Like a wheel, gonna spin it
Nobody's gonna mess me around
Hey Satan, payin' my dues
Playin' in a rocking band
Hey momma, look at me
I'm on my way to the promised land, wow
I'm on the highway to hell
Highway to hell
I'm on the highway to hell
Highway to hell
Mm, don't stop me
Eh-woo
I'm on the highway to hell
On the highway to hell
I'm on the highway to hell
On the highway to hell
Highway to hell (I'm on the highway to hell)
Highway to hell (highway to hell)
Highway to hell (I'm on the highway to hell)
Highway to hell
And I'm goin' down
All the way, wow
On the highway to hell
 
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Uta
 
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They announced a tour today, and it actually made me feel excited. I felt something other than hopelessness! So in honour of that, here's the tune that got me into Dinosaur Pile-Up. Definitely a band to check out if you like skater-rock vibes.

 
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Icehouse-Crazy :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








I've got a pocket, full of holes
Head in the clouds, the king of fools
You've got a ribbon of rainbows
The sun in your eyes
Burning through
Could be I'm happy, I'm sad
Could be I'm losing my head
Over you
Well, you've gotta be crazy, baby (whoa-oh)
To want a guy like me (whoa-oh)
Yeah, you've gotta be out of your mind
(Out of your mind) (whoa-oh)
Crazy
So if I'm dreaming, don't wake me tonight
If this is all wrong, I don't want it right
'Cause you're the one sure thing
When I get lost in the game
Once again
Hey, I'm a lucky guy
Without a reason and I
Don't understand
Well, you've gotta be crazy, baby (whoa-oh)
To want a guy like me (a guy like me) (whoa-oh)
Yeah, you've gotta be out of your mind (whoa-oh)
Crazy (crazy, crazy, crazy)
Well, there must be some kind of mistake (whoa-oh)
To give your heart away (to give your heart away) (whoa-oh)
Yeah, you've gotta be out of your mind (whoa-oh)
Crazy (whoa-oh)
Well, you've gotta be crazy, baby (whoa-oh)
To want a guy like me (guy like me) (whoa-oh)
Yeah, you've gotta be out of your mind (whoa-oh)
Crazy (crazy, crazy, crazy)
Well, there must be some kind of mistake (whoa-oh)
To fall in love with me (fall in love with me) (whoa-oh)
Yeah, you've gotta be out of your mind (whoa-oh)
You're crazy (crazy), crazy (crazy)
Well, you've gotta be crazy, baby (whoa-oh)
To want a guy like me (guy like me)
Yeah, you've gotta be crazy, baby
 

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