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Meeseeks

Meeseeks

Student
Nov 15, 2018
100


Lyrically dope.
 
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Shinji is a failure

Shinji is a failure

Member
Nov 30, 2018
8
Been a huge fan of this band for a long time, this song cheers me up a little anytime I hear it.
 
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DKs

DKs

Member
Oct 14, 2018
58
When i'm stoned i like listening to stuff like this.
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936

Before Aaron Lewis went full-country, he had this gem of a song which makes me get in my feels
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,634


I'm a big fan of classical like music, especially piano music. I also love it when it is a video game cover or rendition. The game is Touhou 8 - Imperishable Night and this is Reisen Udongein Inaba's theme during the boss fight. I really enjoyed the piano duo, very powerful and emotive.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785




My Friends by the Red Hot Chili Peppers.

I've always loved this song since I first heard it. Talks about friends being hurt and depressed. And I think a lot of posters here would probably relate to this song.

"I love all of you
Hurt by the cold
So hard and lonely too
When you don't know yourself"
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
I discovered Dylan quite early in life, the man is not only a poet but a prophet also.
As a solo artist he's had more impact than any other artist I can think off.
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ChickenAndPotatoes

ChickenAndPotatoes

Veteran Veteran
Nov 8, 2018
137

Before Aaron Lewis went full-country, he had this gem of a song which makes me get in my feels

Ahha! Another Staind fan- Staind fans unite!
 
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Xerxes

Xerxes

Invisible
Nov 8, 2018
936
The first symthwave song I ever heard, got me entirely hooked on the genre


Good to see another synthwave fan!



Carpenter Brut, Delos City, Perturbator, GUNSHIP, Neon Nox...so many.
 
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Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
291



Is one of my favourite songs. It touches my heart and is just... Beautiful.
 
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15163703b

New Member
Jul 10, 2018
4
Love this song, not rly uplifting. I listen to it whenever I feel shitty, it just brings back memories
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
because this line sums up ctb: "far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow..."



still not sleeping...
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
Been a huge fan of this band for a long time, this song cheers me up a little anytime I hear it.


Aw man. This was one of my car albums when I was planning my suicide last winter, and driving around aimlessly a bunch. It will always give me funny feelings, was interesting to revisit this song. Thanks for posting
 
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Fyrinne

Fyrinne

Four of a Kind
Aug 11, 2018
67


I do love me a good cover and Dodie has my heart of hearts. Honestly, I don't think I can beat her description of the song. No words, just the feeling of having the song grab your heart and squeeze.

I never really liked the sentiment of the song, but after losing Maya... At this point, I just don't know that I'll ever find a love like that again, and I can't ever be with someone who I don't love as much as I loved her, because they'd always be second best. So now... I just wish... Well, honestly, I wish anyone would make me feel loved, even if it's a lie...

As a bonus, I recorded myself singing it as well.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Dimmu Borgir is one of my favourite Black Metal bands and this is my favourite song when I'm feeling down (which is often):

 
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dunkelheit

dunkelheit

Null | Void
Oct 26, 2018
32
Sorry I've been gone for such a long while. I've kind of shut myself out from everything. Social interactions are becoming minimal with the exception of my family on occasion.

With that being said, I've begun a solo black metal project after becoming bored and frustrated with my 2-piece powerviolence/grindcore project. Just want to record whenever I want and get things done when I WANT them to be done. 1 instrumental track so far and in the process of doing my second one. I'll lay down vocals later on when I have more tracks done
 
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2211264

Member
Sep 7, 2018
160


Erik satie - Gymnopedie No. 1

Very calming i find.
I first heard it on a movie when it played while a young girl cut her wrists open in a bathroom with a pair of scissors.
 
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ganpres37

Student
Aug 21, 2018
106
folk song by a band called AJJ. this track and record in particular got me more into folk. one of my favorite songs of all time.
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
unreleased oingo boingo track

 
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stargazer

Arcanist
Nov 19, 2018
433
Halsey. Without a doubt my new Kesha, back when Kesha used to be Ke$ha and sang fun songs from 2010-2012...now she's just another nobody to me. But Halsey is just wow, just wow.

Exactly what I need in this time of my life since I heard her track two years ago, forgotten what it was called. Oh wait the Chainsmoker's in 2016 about Closer.

Halsey's songs really speak to me now. Particularly her latest track "Without Me."

I love her verse and chorus lines like "I'm the one who put you up there...(something) in the sky does it ever get lonely" (something) "live without me, baby I'm the one who, etc"

So beautiful words and melody is ace fresh.
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
Song I listened to while sitting over the edge of a cliff face earlier this year, can feel with ocean wind every time i hear it



Oh wow, what a beautiful track. I can totally imagine sitting on the edge of a cliff looking out onto a giant expanse of ocean when I hear it.
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
because this line sums up ctb: "far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow..."



still not sleeping...


Oof, yeah that's a good one.

This is the Dylan song that resonates the most with me:

 
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Idorus

Arcanist
Apr 30, 2018
426
Early this year I was very busy with excercising/weightlifting to make the veins in my arms more visible. I was googling for needles and I ran into this beauty...

 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140


Amber rain is beautiful but wrong
Caught between weak and being strong
It seems these days the weaker ones survive
What an awful way to find out you're alive

A dull warm red water falls
Flowing down to the sea
Where deeper darker waters wait for me

I don't expect I'll ever understand
How life just trickled through my hand
 
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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359

don't judge me
 
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vacuums

vacuums

Member
Dec 9, 2018
13
hi, so i have 2 (edit: 3, lol) songs i wanted to share. they're both by the same artist actually, but they have different meanings and tone. they both are sort of rap, sort of indie? idk, i don't really think either of these fully fits into a genre. the first one is Wounded Healer by Watsky. it's about his dad's best friend who ctb and dealing with the grief and aftermath of that i guess. please don't listen if that's something that might upset you. but i like it because i can relate to a lot of it, and it doesn't feel like a "suic1de iz bad dont do it" song to me, it just feels like it's from the heart.

and the other one is Talking to Myself, also by Watsky. this one is very theraputic to me, almost too much so. it makes me feel somewhat normal and motivated. there's a lot in here that i can relate to, and that i think a lot of people on here could relate to.

bonus: i just remembered 2 of his other songs (Lovely Things Suite parts 2-3) that are explicitly about ctb. i don't wanna give too much away about these, but they're also very relatable and therapeutic to me, although again, i guess he focused on finding reasons to live rather than promoting ctb. but i can imagine myself listening to part 3 when i ctb.
part 2 starts at 3:59
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140

Who'll Fall? / Is Suicide a Solution?
 
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dyingtodie

Student
Nov 29, 2018
115
John Frusciante - Dying Song

I find this song very peaceful and comforting. It embraces an approaching ascension while honoring a full life. I think John's tread this territory deeply and many of his songs speak of a yearning to die, to merge, to disappear. His music has helped me stay through many, many a dark night. And I intend to hold out here for as long as I can so I can hear him strum his sweet Guitar and wail about Infinities just one more time.

Like this lyric:
"I've had enough of new todays, for once I'd like to go another way" - Enough of Me - The Empyrean - John
 
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sólstafir

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
207
John Frusciante - Dying Song

I find this song very peaceful and comforting. It embraces an approaching ascension while honoring a full life. I think John's tread this territory deeply and many of his songs speak of a yearning to die, to merge, to disappear. His music has helped me stay through many, many a dark night. And I intend to hold out here for as long as I can so I can hear him strum his sweet Guitar and wail about Infinities just one more time.

Like this lyric:
"I've had enough of new todays, for once I'd like to go another way" - Enough of Me - The Empyrean - John


my keyboard doesn't work, the letter 'i' specifcally, so i hope you'll understand what i type wthout i's. i = * in th*s text. * just thought about shar*ng someth*ng from h*m, *t's l*ke everyone who loves h*s mus*c *s connected to me already, * recommend h*s hole The Empyrean album which * d*scovered *n summer and *t was the only good th*ng about my l*fe *n 2019. H*s lyr*cs *s gen*us and mus*c touches deep, h*dden places *n soul. lol th*s keyboard and text *s a joke, but * th*nk you*ll understand, *'m try*ng to descr*be someth*ng that words can*t reach.

 
Alysia

Alysia

Member
Jul 3, 2018
94

It's just such an overwhelmingly positive song, that I really like listening to, especially if I'm feeling good, it just takes my mood to another level. It was featured in American Psycho, which is one of my favorite movies of all time, so it has special significance to me through that as well.
"This is Sussudio, a great, great song. A personal favorite." :)
 
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