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a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
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You guys are way too dark all the time
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Tool-Pneuma :heart::heart::heart::heart:
 
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NotGonnaLast

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I apologise if someone already posted this but Leon Bridges - River just gets me every time. His tone is amazing and I just take a second to listen to the song whenever it comes on. The video is good too.


Leon Bridges - River Official Video
 
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I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
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Jack Off Jill-When I Am Queen

 
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Jan 26, 2020
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Feb 13, 2020
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And the wind blows through my heart
Shivers me one last time
As I now reach out in the dark
No one there


It freezes my heart, my desperate heart
To think we both will die alone
 
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Blondie-Heart Of Glass :heart::heart::heart:
 
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Jan 15, 2020
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Always LOVED this song. Real music.

*Trigger Warning*


Great song. I do recommend giving Chvse a listen... never a dull song



Perfect song
 
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Jan 15, 2020
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Number 3 is awesome!

Glad you enjoyed it. I love sharing music... it's one of the only "good" things I have haha. And I've listened to those songs that can change your life/views, so I like to possibly give that chance for someone if I can... or simply jam out!

My man Chvse needs the respect he deserves though. His name used to be "Sir Skitzo" btw. Can't let the Hannah Montana bullshit win lol.
 
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Always LOVED this song. Real music.

*Trigger Warning*


Great song. I do recommend giving Chvse a listen... never a dull song



Perfect song

Number 3 is awesome!

All of the songs are awesome especially #3 like Faust said. Wish I had that talent and body. I guess I could have that body if I did the Cocaine or Heroin Diet. :devil:
 
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SuiSqueeze92

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All of the songs are awesome especially #3 like Faust said. Wish I had that talent and body. I guess I could have that body if I did the Cocaine or Heroin Diet. :devil:

Again.. glad you enjoyed them! I'm always a little "ehhh" if it's a rap song that's emotional or has lyrics of meaning, feel like most would hate hip-hop/rap or think I'm a wigger lol. To me, it's just a non-stop flow of emotion with a beat that gets you in that mindset, things just go together nicely compared to other music.... IF they're talented.

But yeah I'm pretty good these days body wise lol surprisingly! I'd go back to my Percocet/Dilaudid diet though lol it was pretty good!
 
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Again.. glad you enjoyed them! I'm always a little "ehhh" if it's a rap song that's emotional or has lyrics of meaning, feel like most would hate hip-hop/rap or think I'm a wigger lol. To me, it's just a non-stop flow of emotion with a beat that gets you in that mindset, things just go together nicely compared to other music.... IF they're talented.

But yeah I'm pretty good these days body wise lol surprisingly! I'd go back to my Percocet/Dilaudid diet though lol it was pretty good!

I like different kinds of music. It depends on what mood I'm in as to what I listen to. It's mostly Rock & Metal but sometimes it depends on the song or artist.
If you've seen some of my music posts there is music other than Rock/Metal.
 
Luchs

Luchs

kristallene Bergluft über verfallener Gruft
Aug 20, 2019
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Recently I've been getting into fashwave, sovietwave, martial industrial and other totalitarian music/aesthetic styles, what do you guys think of this stuff? Imo it just has a certain charm to it, a curious but cautious attractiveness. The aesthetics of brutalist block houses, marching jackboots and rolling tanks is just... mesmerizing.

Fashwave:


Sovietwave:


Martial Industrial:
 
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Recently I've been getting into fashwave, sovietwave, martial industrial and other totalitarian music/aesthetic styles, what do you guys think of this stuff? Imo it just has a certain charm to it, a curious but cautious attractiveness. The aesthetics of brutalist block houses, marching jackboots and rolling tanks is just... mesmerizing.

Fashwave:


Sovietwave:


Martial Industrial:



Interesting.... Hypnotic
 
Wheelz1985

Wheelz1985

Ready to roll out.
Mar 19, 2020
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lyrics are awesome!

When I was done dying, my conscience regained So I began my struggle, a nothingness strained Out a flash made of time, my new form blasted out And it startled me so and I burst out a shout At which my legs ran frantic like birds from a nest And I ran until drained, leaving no choice but rest So I fell asleep softly at the edge of a cave But I should have gone in deeper but I'm not so brave And like that I was torn out and thrown in the sky And I said all my prayers because surely I'll die As I crashed down and smashed into earth, into dirt How my skin did explode, leaving only my shirt But from shirt grew a tree and then tree grew a fruit And I became the seed and that seed was a brute And I clawed through the ground with my roots and my leaves And I tore up the shirt and I ate up the sleeves And they laughed out at me and said "what is your plan?" But their question was foreign, I could not understand When then suddenly I'm ripped up and placed into a mouth And it swallowed me down at which time I head south I said hey ya ya hey ya ya hey ya ya hey ya ya hey ya ya Well I woke up to see them, these two mighty steeds With their mouths grinning wildly expressing my needs As they stood there above me, being flanked on each side I felt no need to fear them, no reason to hide So I reached up to touch but they faded too soon Yet their mouths still remained and stacked up towards the moon How that ladder of mouth waved so soft in the night And I looked up in awe at that beautiful sight And I dreamt about climbing into the night sky But I knew had I touched them they'd mouth back "Bye-bye" So I got up and walked down the path in the dark And there deep in the distance my eye caught a spark Of a crab twice my size with incredible strength Oh, it greeted me kindly and then we all drank And we drooled out together right onto the ground And the ocean grew up quickly right up all around And the earth looked at me and said "Wasn't that fun?" And I replied "I'm sorry if I hurt anyone" And without even thinking cast me into space But before she did that she wiped off my own face She said better luck next time don't worry so much Without ears I couldn't hear I could just feel the touch As I feel asleep softly at the edge of a cave But I should have gone deeper but I'm not so brave I said hey ya ya hey ya ya hey ya ya hey ya ya hey ya ya
 
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Mar 22, 2020
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my only wish is to be buried with my husband and daughter and this is my swan song...
 
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Dec 13, 2019
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you know what time it is babey

 
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2M Or Not 2B.
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Zombie kinda day.

 
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Everything I had from life were scars made by myself.
Everything I made were lies 'cause I can't love myself.
Everything is haunting me,
everything is everything and
dying wish through razor's kiss
'cause I can't love myself.
 
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