nex

nex

Student
May 3, 2021
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millions of thoughts overlap each other
you try to numb them, you don't succeed

clarity is drowned in fog
day is given to night
your body is carried with pain
your head, your labyrinth of a thousand questions


desire is drowned in fire
your bleak look down to the ground
cold sweat covers your face
and from the deep there calls a last light


helplessly desperate, but a goal
right in front of your eyes but it doesn't help you much

what do you think, why are you here
how do you think behind closed doors
you know your name, you know your face
and you know what you want, but you won't get it like this
 
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Apr 25, 2021
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The sound of silence


Stand by me


Come and go with me
 
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Death is salvation
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Screw your courage to the sticking place.
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Well, babe, I've been this way before. I've seen this room, have walked this floor. You know, I lived alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch. Love is not a victory march. It's a cold, and it's a lonely hallelujah.

Maybe there's a God above, but all I've ever learned from love was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you. It's not a cry that you hear in the night. It's not a man who claims to have seen the light. It's a cold, and it's a broken, hallelujah.

Leonard Cohen 1976
 
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Skathon

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"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
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Powerwolf - "Dancing with the Dead"
"And on her way to hell betrayed her Christ
Then she went dancing with the dead
Lost the lord and the spiritus sanctus, raving
Dancing with the dead
Fell in love with the temper of twilight, lust and evil powers
"
"Hail the goat, to the night surrender
By the glow of the morning star

No way back from the night remember
All merciless and sinister
And on the way back home forsake the skies"
"Long ago under skies of starlight
Read the words of the secret rhymes
Lost her soul to the darkened fire
We burn alive for all the time"

 
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Was shopping and heard this. Used to like this song. Ah, memories…
 
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Been jamming to this a lot lately
 
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Fit For An Autopsy-Far From Heaven :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Far From Heaven

I saw the fallen stars
Descend into the sea
Reborn as fallen gods
They keep me far from heaven

Saviors revealed as the wretched
The world is a corpse field, accept it
Why is life a death sentence?
A coffin encasing our uncounted blessings
And it burns, until the sky turns black

Terrorized
Inches from death, permanent threat, there can't be compromise
Never forget, a life of neglect leaves one dehumanized
Loss and regret, the senses are ripe but the mind is paralyzed
With a lust for earth to flood in sulfur and blood

I saw the fallen stars
Descend into the sea
Reborn as fallen gods
They keep me far from heaven

Acolytes
Dealers of death, a shortness of breath plagued by the parasites
The bodies regress, abused and oppressed, the mind is weaponized
Put to the test, the children of war will quench their appetite
With a lust for earth to flood in sulfur and blood

I saw the fallen stars
Descend into the sea
Reborn as fallen gods
They keep me far from heaven

Bastard sons of sin
Birthed by the greatest arsonist
They only let the light in
To show us darkness is permanent
We are what you created
We are what you created
We are what you created
We are what you created

An infinite expanse of pine boxes
Illuminate the sky

Keep me far from heaven
So far from heaven
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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No angel came
No angel came
No angel came
There's a time to keep it up, a time to keep it in
The Indian is told the cowboy is his friend
A time to keep it up, boys, a time to keep it in
The Indian is told the cowboy is his friend
Should, should, should, should've been over for me
No angel came
No angel came

 
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Fit For An Autopsy-Far From Heaven :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Far From Heaven

I saw the fallen stars
Descend into the sea
Reborn as fallen gods
They keep me far from heaven

Saviors revealed as the wretched
The world is a corpse field, accept it
Why is life a death sentence?
A coffin encasing our uncounted blessings
And it burns, until the sky turns black

Terrorized
Inches from death, permanent threat, there can't be compromise
Never forget, a life of neglect leaves one dehumanized
Loss and regret, the senses are ripe but the mind is paralyzed
With a lust for earth to flood in sulfur and blood

I saw the fallen stars
Descend into the sea
Reborn as fallen gods
They keep me far from heaven

Acolytes
Dealers of death, a shortness of breath plagued by the parasites
The bodies regress, abused and oppressed, the mind is weaponized
Put to the test, the children of war will quench their appetite
With a lust for earth to flood in sulfur and blood

I saw the fallen stars
Descend into the sea
Reborn as fallen gods
They keep me far from heaven

Bastard sons of sin
Birthed by the greatest arsonist
They only let the light in
To show us darkness is permanent
We are what you created
We are what you created
We are what you created
We are what you created

An infinite expanse of pine boxes
Illuminate the sky

Keep me far from heaven
So far from heaven

January 14th is such a big day. FFAA, Shadow Of Intent, Enterprise Earth, Impending Doom and Worm Shepherd releasing albums this day
 
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Screw your courage to the sticking place.
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I can't light no more of your darkness. All my pictures seem to fade to black and white. I'm growing tired, and time stands still before me, frozen here on the ladder of my life.

I can't find the right romantic line, but see me once and see the way I feel. Don't discard me just because you think I mean you harm. But these cuts I have ... they need love to help them heal.

Bernie Taupin via Elton John
 
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Archangel
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Throwback Jam

George Michael-I Want Your Sex :heart::heart::heart::heart:





 
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