Venting Mother's Day

[Withered]

I have a good mom. Tomorrow will be one of the last happy memories she will have of me. I got her her favorite candy bar, some Spider-Man kids glasses (haha), a card, and an IOU for dinner. It leaves me with so little words when I think about that; that I, for whom she worked so hard for eighteen years and beyond, will be gone. No more watching shows together. No more jokes. No more Scrabble. But I need this pain to stop, and I think she knows that, too. I'm just sad that she'll be left with some pain for a while.

 

[macabre.]

I'm so sorry, I feel for you. I'm crying whilst typing this. I know we barely know each other but your story touched me. And I've cried a few times now dreading your suicide. I know it probably doesn't matter, that I'm a random person online but I really wish I could've helped in some way. You are in my thoughts. You deserve nothing but peace. I hate that you have to resort to extreme measures to take the pain away. And you deserve justice. Everyone that wronged you deserves eternal torment. I pray your suffering ends, and your soul rests. You'll always be in my thoughts. I wish the world could've treated you better. You were never the problem. Take care of yourself

 

[Pale_Rider]

I hate mothers day. Let me pretend to have respect for the woman that beat me so hard, and long I developed multiple personalities.

 

[macabre.]

I hate mother's day. Let me pretend to have respect for the woman that beat me so hard, and long I developed multiple personalities.

I'm sorry that seems awful, but this is not the place to write that. It's quite insensitive. Please delete it and write it somewhere else on a thread if you want

 

[bankai]

I hate mothers day. Let me pretend to have respect for the woman that beat me so hard, and long I developed multiple personalities.

I just want to say. I love all of your personalities. I understand your personal hell. I hope you can heal.

 

[CatLvr]

I have a good mom. Tomorrow will be one of the last happy memories she will have of me. I got her her favorite candy bar, some Spider-Man kids glasses (haha), a card, and an IOU for dinner. It leaves me with so little words when I think about that; that I, for whom she worked so hard for eighteen years and beyond, will be gone. No more watching shows together. No more jokes. No more Scrabble. But I need this pain to stop, and I think she knows that, too. I'm just sad that she'll be left with some pain for a while.

I am glad you have a good mom. I tried to be a good mom. My son tells me I did a better job than I think I did. He always tries to help me see that while not perfect, my heart is always in the right place when it came to my kids. I would die for any one of them. And whe he understands the problems I have with a miserable childhood of my own, and my chronic pain issues, he had asked me to stay until he can say to me that it is okay to go. He also knows that if it gets to where I can't stand it anymore I will talk to him and we will work something out. I will NOT just abandon him. Not now. Not ever.

I hate mothers day. Let me pretend to have respect for the woman that beat me so hard, and long I developed multiple personalities.

I understand your anger. And dare I say hatred. I got to where every time my mother touched me (whenever she was showing out for someone ) I would instantaneously recoil and literally have to go wash where she touched me with soap and water. She was a disgusting woman and the world instantly became a better place when she died.

Happy Mother's Day to all the moms here, and all the single dads who are both Mom and Dad.

 

[bankai]

I ordered half a KG of salted caramel cake for my mother. She's a good woman. Probably the only reason I'm still alive

 

[StupidCat]

My momma also beat the shit out of me when I was young, but overall she was a good mom. She was crying when I told her I couldn't come visit (I didn't want to) and it broke my heart. She prepared a lot of things along with my dad expecting my visit. So I had to come. Just told her everything was alright despite some hiccups here and there. She gets worried easily, so I rather not tell her how I really feel. I don't think she would be able to comprehend it anyways. She fells ill easily too, years of hardship (she didn't have a good life) are finally taking a toll on her.
I just noticed how happy she is for me just being there. I didn't bring her any presents and she didn't mind, actually it felt like she was doing more for me that I did for her. I probably never noticed before because she was constantly angry or sad, she never knew how to put her feelings into words and ultimately resorted to violence. I learned not to judge her for it, life was hellish under dad's.
I'm sure she will miss me, she will probably follow after me when I'm gone, if anything it feels like the right ending for her tragic life. But I'm hanging there for her, i want to give her as many happy moments as possible before I can't take it anymore. Hopefully that day is after her parting.