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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Autophagic Loneliness
Feb 12, 2025
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If in this life I cannot be loved by the one I gave myself to, may I at least be loved by another person; If in this life no one wants to love me, then may I feel the love of the imaginary presences that my own mind created. At any cost, I will be, and want to be desired. If the world does not offer me tenderness, I will cannibalize my flesh just to feel the firm physical touch. If the world does not console me, I will heal myself in solitude.
 
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