More fails

[kkatt]

After passing on my N safety net,some of you might know that I tried a full Ami cocktail but was reported by a concerned do gooder, then a few days ago I came within seconds of succeeding with a ligature in the hospital.
I knew it wasn't the best idea but I tied a sock around my neck. I started to panic and pressed the emergency alarm, which amazingly didn't work. So I stopped panickiñg and must have drifted off. Next thing I knew,there was an ambulance crew. Apparently I had been having a seizure. This was a hospital after all so what more could you expect?
It was an act of desperation and I will now wait until everything is settled and fully prepared (again).!

 

[JimFord99]

Ohh, is this bad luck or desitiny
. Or Karma? By the way, who reported you?

 

[kkatt]

The report was an ex ASHer who knew nothing of my plans. He is no longer a "friend" and I thought he would know better than the whole do-gooder ethos anyway.
I am starting to wonder if this is some kind of "plan". The attempts were almost perfect and I shouldn't be here. To constantly have to explain to people why they shouldn't be asking why at all is massively frustrating.

 

[Astral316]

Congrats on almost hanging with a sock... that takes mad skillz. What method are you going with after you recoup?

 

[JimFord99]

Hmm, I read of some conspiracy theories here. Just be careful who you are talking to.

 

[Blackjack]

I'm sorry you're struggling and wish I could take away your pain. I think of you every day. xoxo