Story Miserable failure

[flaral]

Failed od attempt. I know ods don't work 99% of the time but I was just so fucking miserable I couldn't handle the idea of living another day and I honestly didn't care about any pain I which I could get i just wanted to die, so I just swallowed as many pills as I could, laid on the bathroom floor and closed my eyes, hoping this suffering would be over. But in the end i just ended up waking up in the hospital. I fail at everything even killing my self. I'm really fucking tired.

 

[tonicer]

Yeah most suicide options are terribly unreliable and the reliable ones are difficult to get your hands on. Who found you? Do you live with someone else?

 

[flaral]

Yeah most suicide options are terribly unreliable and the reliable ones are difficult to get your hands on. Who found you? Do you live with someone elm

My mother found me on the bathroom floor and I currently live with my family

 

[tonicer]

Why do you want to traumatize your mother? Is she not good to you?
I am waiting for my mother to die before i end it. Even if it means waiting for 10 or so years i can't hurt her by finding my corpse.