Might be going today

[funnyjoy]

Tonight might be the night. I'm gonna wait til I'm sleepy and delirious so I don't think about the end.

It sucks, leaving everything behind. But honestly I just can't live to mess up more. I messed up college, messed up the best relationship I've ever had and she won't even talk to me, I'm just not who I should be

If I'm not active at all for a few days then I'm dead, I already got the note, and the method. I just need to get past my fear of the unknown and take the plunge

 

[bridgegirl]

Hey, just want you to know I feel your hurt. It must be awful to be going through that.

College isn't necessarily the be-all, end-all. It can be messed up, sure, but there's always ways to mend things with it. Individual people? Perhaps not, and for that I am sorry.

I don't think I'm who I should be, either. It's a hard thing to realize about yourself.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

If you do go through with it, I hope you find peace and wish you the best of luck .

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in your plans.