Method analysis

[4givemysoul]

I have read this forum and lostallhope for a year now and a need to take the next step and go further. I have some methods in mind.

I have space and supplyes for hanging, no people around. I tried partial, and SI kicked in as soon as my heart and head started to pulsate. I almost vomited after last try. But I also have a captive bolt gun for animal slaughter. Can it be combined? Where to aim?

I have a motorcycle also, I can plan on driving it into an object. Need more information on speed. I would prefer wearing a helmet to make it look like a suicide.

Also a have acces to train railways, I watched the trains and timetable. The best choise is the once that are flat in the front, I guess they travel att 120-130 km/h but they have these plows in front of the wheels, so maybe just stand up would do it?

I also have acces to a diesel tractor and a chainsaw but i found no method?

Have acces to a high building 20 storey but I was too scared to jump.

Please god I need to die

Is this train ok?

 

[knickknack81]

Sounds like SI is a real issue for you. Not uncommon, it's that way for most people. I will say if you drive yr motorcycle into an object, there is a chance you could survive and do more damage to yrself and make things worse. So that's something to consider. The 20 story building and train (when going fast enough) seems like it would have the heights fatality rate if you can get over SI. I am not telling you what to do, you have to decide what you are most comfortable with.

Best of luck

 

[4givemysoul]

Anyone?
Train or motorbike?
Motorbike into truck must be death right?

 

[MyShadow]

Anyone?
Train or motorbike?
Motorbike into truck must be death right?

Statistically, with the motorbike you will survive and end up in a worse situation, i.e. permanently injured or paralyzed) and will limit/end your options to try again.
Stepping in front of a train was something that I thought about but there's always collateral damage with causing trauma for the driver and other witnesses. That's something a person never forgets and it will cause them serious psychological harm. That's something to think about.