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- Aug 13, 2024
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Man I want to die so much right now Ive been dealing with such severe generealized anxiety and depression for years im so restless and cant relax it feels like my nerves are being electrocuted. I cant focus on anything or enjoy things. I thought about online college but i dont know how I would be able to focus on it when its hard to even play video games. Canada delayed their medical asistance in dying until 2027 and I dont think I can wait that long, so far the method thats on my mind is 1g of methadone (no tolerance) mixed with benzos, but I really dont want to fail. I wish I had a gun im basically ready to die and accepted that my life is over. I think we have a rifle at home in a safe its possible to lock pick it but i dont know if theres ammo. Ive been wondering what else I can do to make sure its lethal. I thought about adding a big bag but also why not like a really big plastic bag so theres alot of air available. I dont know I feel traped living everyday is unbearbable im desperate for an off switch like I need my life to end because there is no treatment.