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therhydler

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I thought about this because once I'm found (hopefully dead) I would not want anyone to come to harm from leftover bottles and any n that remained. I am certain I will have enough time by myself to die before I'm found so I'm going to right a note explaining what I've done and leave the bottles next to the note

How much time will you have? Just curious because I'm not sure the time I will have will be enough...
 
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Broken

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yea, i'm really worried it will be impossible to sip down due to the gagging when drinking it


How long did you pass out for after?
Will taking ant e's make the n stay down even if the taste is horrible? Do they take the risk of puking it up away or just minimise the chances of puking?
 
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HannibalLector

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@HannibalLector ,

I was actually thinking of letting someone know after 48 or 72 hours, thinking that if I had not passed away at that time. I might be occurring brain or other organ damage. I don´t think they would attempt to impose a vegetative state on me, they are not as fanatical as in the USA. I mean, if you´re not dead within a day or so, what would happen ? You don´t want to exist in a paralysed state at home, not dead yet not quite alive ...

The practicalities of alerting someone at the right time are something else.

A coma is a prolonged state of unconsciousness, this means that an outdrawn event with nembutal in a coma would be without suffering.

Nembutal an anesthesia
Nembutal is an anesthesia similar to propofol (often used for anesthesia during surgery), this is what makes nembutal particularly suitable for ctb. Nembutal have lower safety margin for lethal dose then propofol.
 
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How much time will you have? Just curious because I'm not sure the time I will have will be enough...
I'm moving into a shared house so I will have privacy in my own room.
Plan A is to find out if there will be any periods of time when housemates are away from the house. This will be the ideal time to do it.

Otherwise

Plan B. When I am ready I am going to book a couple of weeks off work. Probably bum it around for a few days. Do things like go and see anyone I want to see before I'm gone. Like my brother. Obviously I will not be telling him my plans. I am going to take anti e's and have been seeking advice here on how best to do it. Hopefully the anti e's will keep it down even if it tastes bad. I'll also put on some music or something on YouTube so it seems like I'm awake. I will not have any music or YouTube on two loud that someone feels the need to knock on my door and ask for it to be turned down.

Just been reading through the posts and I'm now worrying I may be found before I die. From my understanding if your not really overweight and you drink enough you should go pretty quick. Someone on here was saying between 2 hours and 4 days. My plan was made thinking overnight would be plenty of time. Not so sure now so sorry can't be more help.
 
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I'm moving into a shared house so I will have privacy in my own room.
Plan A is to find out if there will be any periods of time when housemates are away from the house. This will be the ideal time to do it.

Otherwise

Plan B. When I am ready I am going to book a couple of weeks off work. Probably bum it around for a few days. Do things like go and see anyone I want to see before I'm gone. Like my brother. Obviously I will not be telling him my plans. I am going to take anti e's and have been seeking advice here on how best to do it. Hopefully the anti e's will keep it down even if it tastes bad. I'll also put on some music or something on YouTube so it seems like I'm awake. I will not have any music or YouTube on two loud that someone feels the need to knock on my door and ask for it to be turned down.

Just been reading through the posts and I'm now worrying I may be found before I die. From my understanding if your not really overweight and you drink enough you should go pretty quick. Someone on here was saying between 2 hours and 4 days. My plan was made thinking overnight would be plenty of time. Not so sure now so sorry can't be more help.

Yeah, thats why Im worried too... if I go I into a coma and get found after a day is it possible to be saved? Ugh why is this all so complicated
 
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HannibalLector

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How much time will you have? Just curious because I'm not sure the time I will have will be enough...

Time from ingestion to unconsciousness of pentobarbital or secobarbital (246 cases)
"range 1 - 38 min.; median 5 min. (24 unknown)"

("Guide to Self-Chosen and Humane Death")
 
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Time from ingestion to unconsciousness of pentobarbital or secobarbital (246 cases)
"range 1 - 38 min.; median 5 min. (24 unknown)"

("Guide to Self-Chosen and Humane Death")

But after how much time can you still be "saved"?
 
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Sorry to be a pain and ask a question I no has been answered but I've been going through this thread and my private messages and can't find the convo.

What's the name of the anti e's people have been buying from the Greek eBay seller?

Thanks
 
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Sorry to be a pain and ask a question I no has been answered but I've been going through this thread and my private messages and can't find the convo.

What's the name of the anti e's people have been buying from the Greek eBay seller?

Thanks

Primperan
 
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Primperan
Thanks that's the one. I'm ordering them now. Also i think in this thread people were talking about acid regulators as well. Are these different to anti e's?
Is a box of primperan enough or are there other drugs I need to buy to help keep the n down
 
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Thanks that's the one. I'm ordering them now. Also i think in this thread people were talking about acid regulators as well. Are these different to anti e's?
Is a box of primperan enough or are there other drugs I need to buy to help keep the n down

The acid regulators are for SN, not N. A box should be enough, even plenty
 
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I'm moving into a shared house so I will have privacy in my own room.
Plan A is to find out if there will be any periods of time when housemates are away from the house. This will be the ideal time to do it.

Otherwise

Plan B. When I am ready I am going to book a couple of weeks off work. Probably bum it around for a few days. Do things like go and see anyone I want to see before I'm gone. Like my brother. Obviously I will not be telling him my plans. I am going to take anti e's and have been seeking advice here on how best to do it. Hopefully the anti e's will keep it down even if it tastes bad. I'll also put on some music or something on YouTube so it seems like I'm awake. I will not have any music or YouTube on two loud that someone feels the need to knock on my door and ask for it to be turned down.

Just been reading through the posts and I'm now worrying I may be found before I die. From my understanding if your not really overweight and you drink enough you should go pretty quick. Someone on here was saying between 2 hours and 4 days. My plan was made thinking overnight would be plenty of time. Not so sure now so sorry can't be more help.
Yeah, thats why Im worried too... if I go I into a coma and get found after a day is it possible to be saved? Ugh why is this all so complicated

I was planning on heading out to an island off the eastern sea coast of the United States with three bottles of N. Pitching a tent and taking the Nembutal. I will have a delayed email sent to the local first responders to come get me after three days. It's cold right now and I would probably die overnight due to the adverse effects of the N, alcohol and hypothermia. Hopefully it will work when my time to ctb comes.
 
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What would be the "best" country (considering one is willing to travel) to get N shipped to (in terms of customs and law)?
Also, I read that unfortunately A does not ship inside Mexico:( Is this really so?
A does not ship within Mexico.It would have been great if he did.
And i also wonder which countries would be the easiest to recieve it besides USA..
Anybody has the answer to this?
 
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Can anyone advise? Private message if necessary!

Which Greek eBay seller they bought primperan from? There's more than one seller from Greece.

If anyone could link to where this thread talks about primperan that would be great?!
 
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Can anyone advise? Private message if necessary!

Which Greek eBay seller they bought primperan from? There's more than one seller from Greece.

If anyone could link to where this thread talks about primperan that would be great?!

Could this info please be relayed to me as well.

It would be much appreciated.
 
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killing me softly

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Can anyone advise? Private message if necessary!

Which Greek eBay seller they bought primperan from? There's more than one seller from Greece.

If anyone could link to where this thread talks about primperan that would be great?!
i used a seller i saw someone else on here recommend. i just recently posted about the experience here.
 
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JJ-NOHOPE

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Nov 26, 2018
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I passed out within about 5 minutes of taking N.
I'd recommend using honey instead of alcohol just because it's thicker and likelier to cover up the taste more.

Remember though you will be unconscious very soon, so it won't really matter that much.

I don't know if the anti-emetics will help you keep it down due to a the extremely foul taste. I sure as hell hope so!

I'm not looking forward to this! But then again,what is there to look forward to?
 
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ctbiit

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Jan 14, 2019
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I don't know if it is ok to ask this but does A change the label on N before he sends it?
 
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ctbiit

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Jan 14, 2019
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What if one takes N without anti-em?
 
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Arak

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In light of ctbiit's question, post #1967:

Is 30 mg of metoclopramide really that powerful, to prevent vomiting ? And that's not about that 'taste' thing, that's a different issue although it can cause vomiting. According to the reports, it appears it is so. Still, one can wonder ...
 
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ctbiit

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Has anyone asked A which countries are considered "the safest" to ship N to?
 
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ddutch

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Oct 28, 2018
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Has anyone asked A which countries are considered "the safest" to ship N to?

You wil know when you tell him where you are from.
 
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ctbiit

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Does anyone know - will A ship to a hotel?
 
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Asdr5633

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Anyone received N from A in the United Kingdom recently? Is the UK considered a higher risk or lower risk country?
 
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Anyone received N from A in the United Kingdom recently? Is the UK considered a higher risk or lower risk country?
I did. Medium-risk I guess.
 
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I found it really straightforward... unfortunately the verification process is through a camera, you talk to someone who asks you to verify the data you put in while signing up, you also have to show your ID. Once you are signed up you can transfer money from your bank account to the site and then you can buy bitcoin or any other cryptocurrency. It's very easy, you will know how
Hello, unfortunately bitpanda doesn't seem to work for me when I try to deposit
 
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