SI question: What are the best benzos to take to calm SI down? Does it make sense to take benzos say a week before CTB or will it reduce the effect?
Do note that most of the here is my opinion. The best benzos to calm you SI is:
1. Have fast onset, but not fast enough so that you can't prepare your ctb
2. Have big enough effects (usually can be increased by increasing its dose)
3. Available enough to be purchased
Same as before, you could refer to this chart:
Here's how to prepare it:
1. Time out how much time you need to prepare your ctb. Increase your time expectation due to your panic or your mood if you experience that while you are training.
2. Time out how much time you need to experience your chosen benzo. Remember on the chart above onset time is how much time passes from you taking the meds into its effect, while peak plasma refer into how much time passes from you taking the meds into its highest concentration in your plasma.
3. Unless you're timing, don't use benzo for a week unnecessarily. Using it chronically can make you tolerant in benzo so that you might not have the same effect with the same repeated dose.
The best benzo to take is Alprazolam (Xanax). It have fast onset (but not fast enough as diazepam/Valium), have good effects, and usually available in pharmacy. Do adjust it if that wasn't available in your condition.
Could a sertraline/zoloft overdose be a viable method of CTB if that's all someone has? Around how much would you need to ingest?
Do not take antidepressants to CTB. Its not worth it at all. Nearly all of antidepressant have really long therapeutic index (gap between therapeutic dose and toxic dose). If you want to learn more, please read this paper:
Depression is the most prevalent psychiatric disorder in the world, affecting 4.4% of the global population. Despite an array of treatment modalities, depressive disorders remain difficult to manage due to many factors. Beginning with the ...
pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
To investigate the pharmacokinetics (PK) of sertraline in overdose and the effect of single dose activated charcoal (SDAC). Patients presenting to a toxicology unit with sertraline overdoses had demographic and clinical information recorded, and ...
pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov
But if you really want to do, toxic dose of sertraline is not really estabilished. Here's a case report of a man whose successfully ctb using Xanax and Zoloft at the same time:
If there's one drug that I recommend to use for ctb, its the opposite of the the antidepressant, depressant drug. It includes the drug that both depresses your bodily function and your brain, making it extremely useful for turning off your SI and make sure that your heart stops forever. It can be used in combination to ctb (like turning off your SI) or as a method of ctb if used in a large dose.
en.wikipedia.org
Learn how depressant drugs slow down your central nervous system and affect your body and mind. Explore different types, potential dangers, and signs of dependence.
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There's 5 types of drugs that I want to talk here:
1. Alcohol: Extremely available, but not lethal if fast enough. Use it in conjunction to other methods of ctb (like hanging yourself or SN)
2. Benzodiazepines: Less available, more stronger than alcohol with faster onset. Can be lethal enough to make use of their own.
3. Z drug: New candidate, more or less same as benzo. Can be lethal enough to make use of their own.
4. Opioid: Can be really hard. Strong but not worth it imo.
5. GHB, cannabis, and the others isn't really explored as a method of ctb so use it with caution
How much testosterone would I need to inject into my veins to kill me
I can't really answer this question since there's no experiment involving sudden increase in testosterone can cause sudden death. There's a related paper showing chronic use of testosterone that kill a 28 year old bodybuilder:
Background Anabolic androgenic steroids (AASs) comprise a large group of synthetic derivatives of testosterone, designed to enhance anabolic properties while minimizing androgenic effects. In addition to their therapeutic applications, AASs are frequently abused by athletes, particularly...
ejfs.springeropen.com
But so far, research on testosterone really focuses on its long term effects, either on its effects or its risks. I'd suggest for you to search alternative methods for ctb please.
Thank you! Will it have long lasting effects when I OD on TCA? Or will I just pass out for a couple of days. Cause I can really use that right now..
Honestly that really depends on how much time you are found out by the medics. Can you die by using TCA (tricyclic antidepressants)? Certainly, usually around 24 hours of you ingesting it its really guaranteed that you'll dead. But that'd so painful because you are slowly losing your CNS and your heart function which can be permanent even if you recovered later on. And don't even started on liver and kidney damage since you are basically consuming poison with large dose.
If you want to get high, there's a lot of other choices than TCA. If you want to ctb, there's a lot of other choices than TCA. Don't make that kind of pain to yourself.
What if you pur some out into a bag and huff it for a minute or two , it wouldn't be as dangerous as just ingesting and if you do it that way im pretty sure you'd loss consciousness pretty fast because of the lack of oxygen.
Not the best option. Huffing (inhalation) is the worst way to ingesting something into your blood system and the effect can only make you pass out at max. Not only that it makes it easier for you to be found and resuscitated, even if you've successfully managed to deprive your brain long enough for you to lose consciousness permanently, you are basically just brain dead/in a coma. If you have nearby people whose still love you, rest assured that they'll fight as much as possible to bring you back here.
