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8yy8uiyhbij

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While reading threads about N and HCN it got me wondering, if you had the equipment and were willing to put in the time to learn (I'm sure theres some knowledge on the deepweb) could you not produce N or more pure HCN yourself. As well as making it yourself you could turn it into pill form for yourself to end it easily and quickly, with HCN it wouldn't be peaceful ofc, but it would be more effective if done correctly.
 
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By HCN you mean hydrogen cyanide gas, right? Well, there are methods for producing the powder form of cyanide (NaCN and KCN) on the "open web", and if you then subsequently mix that cyanide with certain acids, boom, you produce the HCN gas.

As for N, if I knew that there was actually a way to synthesize it with just a humble home lab, I'd most definitely certainly consider trying to make it, but only for personal use ofc.
 
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By HCN you mean hydrogen cyanide gas, right? Well, there are methods for producing the powder form of cyanide (NaCN and KCN) on the "open web", and if you then subsequently mix that cyanide with certain acids, boom, you produce the HCN gas.

As for N, if I knew that there was actually a way to synthesize it with just a humble home lab, I'd most definitely certainly consider trying to make it, but only for personal use ofc.

Ofc for personal use on all, for HCN I meant Hydrogen Cyanide as tends to be made from fruit pips. I suppose if there was a method to make for a pure and very painless method it would be documented
 
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NextBusLeaving

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No one seems to have tried the N recipe.
 
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Ofc for personal use on all, for HCN I meant Hydrogen Cyanide as tends to be made from fruit pips. I suppose if there was a method to make for a pure and very painless method it would be documented
Yes, cyanide is not painless though (according to most people on this forum at least) . I have some chemistry background but never looked into ways of extracting cyanide from seeds, since it's much easier to produce it by mixing/heating chemicals.

Yes, If there was a method to produce N by using a small lab (one a regular person could assemble) I think this info would have reached us already.
 
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8yy8uiyhbij

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No one seems to have tried the N recipe.


You'd either need a proficient knowledge of chemistry or put in some work to find it. Providing methods would also be extremely illegal so you'd need to be totally discreet or planning to ctb yourself. I still think it's possible but only totally worth it if you had the equipment.
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Yes, cyanide is not painless though (according to most people on this forum at least) . I have some chemistry background but never looked into ways of extracting cyanide from seeds, since it's much easier to produce it by mixing/heating chemicals.

Yes, If there was a method to produce N by using a small lab (one a regular person could assemble) I think this info would have reached us already.

I made sure to mention Cyanide being a non-painless and I thank you for doing the same, Being heavily controlled it must be hard to make, but surely one person on the forum would become like A to help others.
 
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Yes, you did mentioned it wasn't peaceful, sorry about that.
 
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It seems not to require much knowledge and chemicals are all available in USA. Im surprised someone hasnt tried just to see
 
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It seems not to require much knowledge and chemicals are all available in USA. Im surprised someone hasnt tried just to see

I'd try myself for a peaceful death, I'm lactose intolerant so could cause myself to throw up and get the anti-emetics. But partial suspense seems nicer and far cheaper without the risk of fail. People finding a reasonable method before wondering this question is probably why no one has bother yet.
 
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