I've started preparing for my attempt. Tried before and it never worked, but have since decided on a better method. Last time I was younger, and slit up both my arms, but here i still am. After years in and out of wards, endless therapists and pills down my throat, I'm ready to try again.
I decided on just one note. Addressing everyone, no one individually, cause if they turn my words around I dont want someone to feel sole responsibility, cause its none of their fault.
I already contacted some friends about having them come pick up some stuff, laptop, books, movies, etc. Told them I'm de-cluttering my life. I'm sitting her staring in my closet, trying to decide what I want to wear. Torn between my favorite casual look, black ripped straight jeans, and a white t-shirt, with jacket over top. Or my replica marilyn monroe dress. I'm also not sure if I want to keep a more natural makeup look, or more eye-catching...what would you choose? After I decide on the look, I've just got to make a couple phone calls to check in on some people, and I should be ready. Tonight is the night. Ive only been here since yesterday, and its been refreshing to see people not condemning my choices.
Hoping it works this time, wish me luck.
I decided on just one note. Addressing everyone, no one individually, cause if they turn my words around I dont want someone to feel sole responsibility, cause its none of their fault.
I already contacted some friends about having them come pick up some stuff, laptop, books, movies, etc. Told them I'm de-cluttering my life. I'm sitting her staring in my closet, trying to decide what I want to wear. Torn between my favorite casual look, black ripped straight jeans, and a white t-shirt, with jacket over top. Or my replica marilyn monroe dress. I'm also not sure if I want to keep a more natural makeup look, or more eye-catching...what would you choose? After I decide on the look, I've just got to make a couple phone calls to check in on some people, and I should be ready. Tonight is the night. Ive only been here since yesterday, and its been refreshing to see people not condemning my choices.
Hoping it works this time, wish me luck.
