Make A Friend megathread

[Fadenself00]

20s, M, Germany .

im planning to ctb very soon, i was deeply destroyed by the psychiatric system

i am posting this because i am really desperate for irl connections to people who are in a similar situation

idc about age or gender, feel free to pm

 

[orchismantid]

26m from USA. if you want to talk just know i'm not in recovery and at this point i'm somewhere between passively and actively planning to ctb. have isolated myself from all my friends and burned all my bridges by being a mentally unstable piece of shit and despite the fact i'm not planning on being around for much longer it would be nice to talk to someone who can relate. i'm into reading, video games (obsessed with dark souls), zoology (esp. entomology) and music

 

[bass]

Hey, im 20
I don't really know what to share about my self, i like games, philosophy, microelectronic engineering , coding , fashion, music and just so much more. I think I'm a pretty easy person to find something in common with because i just dive into so many things. I'm looking for someone to play games with mainly, and maybe chat.

 

[litany_of_thoughts]

Hi! Didn't spot this thread until now

I'm 27M from the UK. I like all things programming, gaming, music and films.

If anyone fancies a chat feel free to pop me a message (I'm not sure if I have enough posts for DM's so if that's the case someone let me know ) I'm currently not in the best headspace being quite impulsive with harming myself/ctb attempts, but talking with people has always made things that bit more bearable in the past, if you think that'd help you too then feel free to DM :)

 

[RiftbornVeil]

Salutations, SaSu :)

I'm a woman based in the US! Staying vague to protect my privacy. As far as interests go, I'm into philosophy, literature, cybersecurity/programming, and just learning things that appeal my curiosity in general.

Although I am currently unable to CTB due to not having an opportunity to do so, I very much desire it and hope I'll be able to soon. I am very much a nihilist and relate immensely to dramaturgy, a worldview that compares individuals to performers on a stage.

Feel free to PM me; I am here if you wish to share anything at all, of any emotional intensity. I dislike placing expectations onto people and passing judgement. And I have so much empathy for everyone here - I hope I can provide a listening ear to those that wish for one <3

 

[Unseelie]

I guess I'll post her again. I'm Seelie. I'm 24. I like ttrpgs, anime, videogames, and all sorts of nerd shit. Message me if you wanna be friends i guess. I mostly talk through discord

 

[auti]

Hello! I'm Zab and I am 21 years old! I am a self harmer and have psychotic depression, social anxiety, and borderline personality disorder. I'm currently in a PHP program in California. I am also autistic and was recently diagnosed. I love mlp and dolls!

 

[AndrewWood'sDeath]

Hello! I'm Zab and I am 21 years old! I am a self harmer and have psychotic depression, social anxiety, and borderline personality disorder. I'm currently in a PHP program in California. I am also autistic and was recently diagnosed. I love mlp and dolls!

Hey I haven't been on here in a while and I can't message you because your account is too new but seems like we share a lot of the same problems, if you ever want someone to talk to I'd be happy to talk or just someone to watch cartoons and ignore your problems with.

 

[auti]

Hey I haven't been on here in a while and I can't message you because your account is too new but seems like we share a lot of the same problems, if you ever want someone to talk to I'd be happy to talk or just someone to watch cartoons and ignore your problems with.

That would be awesome! Idk when I unlock the pm feature but when I do we can chat!

 

[louboutinsuicide]

hi i am looking for friend. i do not want to fuking die i just dont know how to live. im 23 from usa history of substance use but i am clean 1.5 years. i like anime like madoka and made in abyss and i like furries and good music like aphex twin and marjorie sinclair and rooster and burial. im trying my best to continue forward and id like help from people who have the same mentality who do not want to give up and are desperate to live peacefully.

 

[jram]

Hi, I am 26m. I live in Iceland so I guess we can only meet online lol

I am not planning to CTB immediately, I am in a limbo right now.

I would love to find somebody I can share my interests and experiences with. I love video games, especially original Silent Hill games and horror games in general. I love Silent Hill because it deals with heavy topics I can relate to, it is not just the aesthetics or the vibe. I relate to some of the characters and I relate to the otherworld as I think it represents very well the claustrophobia and the negative emotions a traumatized person can be filled with. I love the music too and I enjoy both "regular" music like folk, indie, rock, etc. and industrial, noise, dark ambient, etc. I just love digital art and music, and I would love to do it more and learn. I also like board games and online games so we could even play together. I also like furries, meaning I like anthropomorfic characters, I don't engage much in the community and I don't have a fursuit, not because I dislike it, I guess becuase it doesn't call my attention for now.

I also would like to have somebody I can talk about my negative emotions too, somebody that won't be weirded out because they cannot relate at all. I don't mean I want somebody JUST to vent, just a friendship that will listen and understand what I mean when I am asked "how are you today?" and I answer "pretty good actually" or "well, today I feel..." with honesty and not as a fake small talk answer.

I am very open minded, I don't care about gender, skin colour... I must say I need people like that too, I don't relate with hateful people. I guess you could say I am "dark woke", I don't believe in moral absolutism on everything, context matters.

 

[littleearthquakes]

Hey all. I've done some previous posts with more about me. I'm in my 30s and I live in the US. I'm queer and very left leaning. Creative type. Nerdy. Love music.

I have very serious health issues and I'm not in a space I can talk a lot but I'm doing really badly emotionally and physically and just someone to talk to a little and check in with now and then would be nice if anybody is looking for that kind of thing. Prefer Discord.

 

[piercedheart]

30F, Netherlands.

Hi i'm Tara!

People here have helped me accept the fact that I had a lot of trauma yet to be resolved, and have send me on a path to get help, which so far has been a succes, I think! I will gladly share my journey if interested, but will spare you from posting it here.

I love to read, I am a big Brandon Sanderson fangirl, and my favourite book is Circe by madeline miller
I also am a big lover of music and enjoy to play games when I am not working or working out! Mostly WoW for the roleplay.

I pole-dance as a hobby to stay fit, and during summer I do inline skating!
I love dolls, the ball-jointed kind, if you do too, please be my friend!
I collect plushies too.

I like learning about people's struggles, picking their brains and seeing their views, it helps me to relate.
Should you be interested i'd be happy to chat, play games together, or even be there for you to vent too.

I am highly active in the BDSM community, and teach people about it how to do it in a safe manner, as I used to use it as a tool myself to self-destruct before. But I digress.

If you're someone that is struggling and about to ctb and need someone there for you, don't be afraid to hit me up. I am here for you.

If you have any questions regarding death, I can hopefully provide that too!

 

[suudo]

31M from the US


I am a huge fan of music, reading, writing, and games. Play a decent bit on PC, and magic the gathering at my local. I do fighting games (going to locals and trying to be social despite my struggles with that), MMOs, MOBAs, shooters, whatever really tickles my fancy at the time. I spend a lot of time listening to music, more than happy to share some of my favorites or hear some of yours. About 11 hours of every weekday is work for me, so I may be a bit slow to respond at times but I tend to pop on whenever I see a notification. Really just looking for someone to talk to, I enjoy hearing about people's lives and learning more about them.

 

[mochi burger]

Hi, I don't really know how to do these, but I'm 19, I speak english, portuguese and a little bit of spanish!

I love music and I'm learning bass! I also play games on my PC a lot, I'm a huge fan of horror/survival horror, RPG and shooters too (even though I'm not really good at it)!
I also love anime! Would like some recommendations if anyone is willing to send it my way. :)
If someone does talk to me, I hope I'm not too awkward about it, my autism really makes it a bit harder to communicate :( so please be patient!

I want a friend who I can enjoy spending time with and talk about anything that both of us can be comfortable talking about, and no judgment! :D

Thank you for reading!

 

[p1peb0mb_]

Hi, I don't really know how to do these, but I'm 19, I speak english, portuguese and a little bit of spanish!

I love music and I'm learning bass! I also play games on my PC a lot, I'm a huge fan of horror/survival horror, RPG and shooters too (even though I'm not really good at it)!
I also love anime! Would like some recommendations if anyone is willing to send it my way. :)
If someone does talk to me, I hope I'm not too awkward about it, my autism really makes it a bit harder to communicate :( so please be patient!

I want a friend who I can enjoy spending time with and talk about anything that both of us can be comfortable talking about, and no judgment! :D

Thank you for reading!

Got discord?

 

[mochi burger]

Got discord?

Howdy, yes I do! But I don't think I can send it here nor am I allowed to (according to the rules of here), could you PM me? ^^

 

[raiseurweapon]

hai i'm ona
i'm 22 :)

i don't have many friends online or offline and i am usually always online unless im sleeping. i love piercings, clothes, online games, music, etc and i am severely depressed and do kinda struggle with socializing and keeping a conversation going. however, i will listen to u talk or vent for hours. i will play stuff with u :D and i am open to chatting whenever. i am kinda weird but im open to anyone who would like to be friends. im always free so pls feel free to add or pm me. any age and any gender are welcome.

 

[p1peb0mb_]

Howdy, yes I do! But I don't think I can send it here nor am I allowed to (according to the rules of here), could you PM me? ^^

Yeah, can't PM cause my account is too 'young'. My username on ds is same as here, try adding me.

 

[glitterpvppy]

Hii I'm Riley. 18ftm from Texas! Lately I just spend my days bedrotting, but I swear I have interests
I love: animals, painting, going to the gym, my little pony, animal jam, and roblox.
Im rlly lonely lately so any company would be nice!

 

[kit.]

name : kitty | age : 22 | sex : F | only interact if 20+

wassup I'm kitty, a pretty chronically online girl. Im addicted to hero shooters (livelovlaughoverwatch), I also love card games and league. Things I do when im not playing games I read a lot of manga and manhwa. I have read a lot of traditional books so you could ask me about that if that's something your interested in.

I made this account when I was deeply depressed but I'm doing better now. I still go into psychosis states occasionally but I'm doing better then before. Though I still crave to make friends with people that understand me.

 

[ArtPendragon13]

Hey, im 20
I don't really know what to share about my self, i like games, philosophy, microelectronic engineering , coding , fashion, music and just so much more. I think I'm a pretty easy person to find something in common with because i just dive into so many things. I'm looking for someone to play games with mainly, and maybe chat.

Hey, wanna talk, I have discord

 

[bobsacamano]

Its

name : kitty | age : 22 | sex : F | only interact if 20+

wassup I'm kitty, a pretty chronically online girl. Im addicted to hero shooters (livelovlaughoverwatch), I also love card games and league. Things I do when im not playing games I read a lot of manga and manhwa. I have read a lot of traditional books so you could ask me about that if that's something your interested in.

I made this account when I was deeply depressed but I'm doing better now. I still go into psychosis states occasionally but I'm doing better then before. Though I still crave to make friends with people that understand me.

great you're doing better. Hang in there.
Anyone who loves animals is a good person. Hang in there.

Hii I'm Riley. 18ftm from Texas! Lately I just spend my days bedrotting, but I swear I have interests
I love: animals, painting, going to the gym, my little pony, animal jam, and roblox.
Im rlly lonely lately so any company would be nic

30F, Netherlands.

Hi i'm Tara!

People here have helped me accept the fact that I had a lot of trauma yet to be resolved, and have send me on a path to get help, which so far has been a succes, I think! I will gladly share my journey if interested, but will spare you from posting it here.

I love to read, I am a big Brandon Sanderson fangirl, and my favourite book is Circe by madeline miller
I also am a big lover of music and enjoy to play games when I am not working or working out! Mostly WoW for the roleplay.

I pole-dance as a hobby to stay fit, and during summer I do inline skating!
I love dolls, the ball-jointed kind, if you do too, please be my friend!
I collect plushies too.

I like learning about people's struggles, picking their brains and seeing their views, it helps me to relate.
Should you be interested i'd be happy to chat, play games together, or even be there for you to vent too.

I am highly active in the BDSM community, and teach people about it how to do it in a safe manner, as I used to use it as a tool myself to self-destruct before. But I digress.

If you're someone that is struggling and about to ctb and need someone there for you, don't be afraid to hit me up. I am here for you.

If you have any questions regarding death, I can hopefully provide that too!

It's so great that you're on a successful path. Best wishes.

 

[piercedheart]

Its

great you're doing better. Hang in there.
Anyone who loves animals is a good person. Hang in there.


It's so great that you're on a successful path. Best wishes.

Thank you so much, dove. <3

 

[bobsacamano]

Thank you so much, dove. <3

Thank you so much, dove. <3

You are most welcome. Take good care of yourself.

 

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[TrulyNeverCertain]

Hello, I'm a 23-ish person in the US!
Feel free to DM (as long as you are 20+)!
(I don't have access to direct chat yet, just conversations)

Honestly, I'm struggling and depressed, but I think it's time to try making connections again.
Supposedly have interest, but depression, woo!
I'm kinda awkward, but I can listen to people talk and so on for a long while, and good conversation is amazing ^^

 

[seeking_the_void]

25f from australia. i have pretty bad social anxiety but im trying to push myself to make more friends

Also Australia. Looking for people to chat with about dark thoughts. Someone who understands our predicament.

 

[SchwiftyRick]

Hello everyone im 20M from the uk looking for someone to play pc games with ive just started playing tiny tinas wonderlands. I enjoy minecraft vanilla and modded (mainly tech mods), terraria vanilla and modded, satisfactory, factorio, souls likes, fnaf, psychonauts, Alice madness returns and guild wars 2 are a few of my favourites but im fine with just about any game to be honest. Im pretty easy going might yap abit once I get to know someone and are comfortable. Im not really bothered about age or gender as long as you are 18+ feel free to dm me although im not quite sure if I have access to dms yet.

 

[existentiallinguine]

Hi everyone! 25f USA. I'm looking for a friend to talk to, preferably 21ish+. I love theatre, film, philosophy, ttrpgs (mostly non d&d like vtm or cyberpunk), video games (silent hill, elden ring, rimworld, bg3, and disco elysium are some of my favorites rn). I'm a playwrite, actress and beginner hobbyist pole dancer. I don't care where you are from because I keep very odd hours, but my timezone is EST. My prefered platform is discord, but we can try something else. Honestly there are so many people I can tell I would vibe with just reading over the thread, but I'm painfully shy, so please reach out! I'm hoping to find someone who won't treat me like a total freak for my dark thoughts and people on this forum are really kind so far, so I'm giving this a shot.

Please know I have plans to CTB soon and have recently purchased SN. If that's too much for you I totally understand and you'll probably be better suited to the many other lovely people here. I've realized I really don't want to spend my final days so totally alone.