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body_snatcher

body_snatcher

green and lonely
Jan 23, 2023
42
Hi! I'm body_snatcher and I'm hoping to find a friend on here! I'm 25, nonbinary and autistic. I love music, I'm a big fan of Radiohead, Nine Inch Nails and alternative rock. In my free time I do video editing and collaging as well as some drawing. My favorite movie is Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I'm currently watching Game of Thrones for the first time and am really enjoying it, I also love HBO's Succession and The Sopranos. I love anime like Madoka Magica, Code Geass, Monster and Mob Psycho 100. I also love Fallout New Vegas, Bioshock, Hades and Stardew Valley. Please shoot me a PM if you are interested, I'd love to chat about anything!
 
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eyenumbing

eyenumbing

don't sing me to sleep
Aug 17, 2024
19
21f from america
- currently not a neet but i do miss being one
- dont have any irl friends
- i love k-pop (riize & aespa <3) + dgsbe
- i love to play vidya games from my childhood
- im chronically online
just shoot a dm
 
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black_blooded_heart

Duality. s*icidal thoughts and need to recovery
Jan 3, 2026
4
Hey,
- I would really want to finally meet some people who can understand and relate to in topics like suicidality, suicidal ideation and self-harm - and discuss them normally and without a taboo (like sadly most of the people globally do. They would just like to cut it off asap (and I do not want that)... or prefer not to openly talk about it, even if it's about struggle and not discussing it in general).
- I'm from Poland (East EU), Meeting irl is an option (would possibly maybe even do that, especially if it turns out we live relatively close). Other person's company in any way, who understands, helps me a lot. And hopefully the same goes for you ♥
- I sadly, probably don't have privilege to send dms yet, so Please, you need to dm me first.
My age is: 21-29
I'm more of an alt person, I get along with women and more-ish sensitive men better than anyone else.

I will gladly open up and tell you more about myself later, but only once we start chatting more and both be certain it's safe.
 
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grizzlycamel

grizzlycamel

The idiot
Feb 16, 2026
11
hey I just turned 26 F. I'm originally from Canada but um currently in the US for a bit. I live with my bf so I only really come on here when I have the chance. I've had borderline for most of my life but I had a lot of therapy when I was younger so it's definitely helped in some ways. Though recently I don't feel very happy in my relationship and I feel very alone and isolated from others and "friends" I've had to cut people off because he'd get jealous and start fights over nothing.

I do have a very social job which sucks when I feel depressed but I talk to a wide range of people. I used to really like working out and going to the gym but it's hard to get there and I don't really have gym friends either. Besides that I do play some games like acnh, even league at times, sims 4. I just finished outer wilds. I honestly mostly watch YouTube videos, let's plays or essays but other times I'll watch old shows like Malcom in the middle. I do watch anime but I can be pretty picky about it. Right now I actually do wanna watch to your eternity. When it comes to music I listen to a decent range but I end up putting on some rock or nu metal or something grungy.

Idk if I'd consider myself actively ctb because I have to keep up appearances but I wouldn't say I'm trying to recover either. Since I'm 26 now I do not want to interact with anyone under 22, I don't mind anyone older and above my age. Other than that I'd really appreciate any PMs, ask me anything!
 
NameOfAction

NameOfAction

Do as I say, not as I do
Feb 12, 2026
87
I am: 21, female, gay.

Theatrical, dramatic, absurdist. Can be unstable, but hide my lows and ride my highs

Passionate about select favoured subjects that I cycle through and are subject to change (currently: everything Sherlock Holmes, most things Shakespeare's Hamlet, musical theatre, opera and incredible, remarkable vocals and vocalists)

Currently have no friends, acquaintances or any connections to the world of the living. Want to make friends, prefer to meet face to face, but probably live far away. Want to travel and do mad shit in good company.

Together we can:
Read and recite Shakespeare, travel to a new country, sing, talk for hours. Whatever it is you want to do, I'm usually up for anything (my one and only objection is hurting others)

Please pm if you want to do, and discuss, and debate, to actually participate in life's innate madness. I love humanity, nature brings me love and comfort and I know I'm fading in the absence of other people. I need to get outside and get among humans, but I find it difficult alone

Not looking for sexual or romantic entanglements, especially not with men.
 
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ThunderBringer

ThunderBringer

Paladin
Feb 16, 2026
5
Hey I'm Rowan I'm a bisexual guy with a girlfriend. I'm 19 and I like the gym, d&d, anime, comics, marvel rivals, Roblox, and reading. So a bunch of nerdy stuff. I've been diagnosed with depression and BPD. I live in the US, EST. I have discord, so pm me if you wanna play some games
 
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GuppyBoyo

GuppyBoyo

Member
Mar 6, 2025
81
hello!
i'm a person, i'm 19
i'm still working on my gender.... and uhh
i have few hobbies, i like chess
it'll make me happy if someone were to become my friend ^^
 
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zam_zam

Pew Pew
Feb 22, 2026
20
Hey I'm zam_zam 19M from asiatic shithole. I am diagnosed with bipolar disorder and I'm really fucking lonely. I may have autism too. Like I can't remember the last time I genuinely talked to opposite gender. I'm in college with people that just ignores me and I can't figure out why. I am planning to CTB soon. Psych told me I had bipolar after I slit my wrists. Sorry for poor English it's not my native language.
I want a female friend who can understand me so I can also get to know how women think. Never had much of female interaction, felt ignored my whole life. I want to empathize with opposite gender.
 
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p1peb0mb_

p1peb0mb_

*boom*
Jan 21, 2026
8
Reposting again

20M, war refugee in poland, recently gradded and on masters studies, generally looking for people to talk with because I feel too much like an outsider for a bit too long. Into many different hobbies and willing to discuss even more, from main ones: collecting cassette tapes, reading n writing. Into lotta movies, mangas, anime, series, and many more. CtB planned 3 to 8 years from now, depending how fast the conditions will be met or if they will be met at all. Best to write to me on discord, username is the same as here. Dont be afraid to write, please.
 

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