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fishygirl

fishygirl

in the end, nothing matters
Sep 17, 2023
190
21f, wannabe game designer and artist
im in NYC!

i think fish are really beautiful and often draw them (hence the username)

im a huge fan of horror, music, and fashion (2000s/2010s). i like making jewelry and building tank model kits for fun.

lets talk about anime, music, and clothes ♡

im really shy but trying to talk to people more.. please dm me TuT
 
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Chrast

Chrast

Member
Aug 30, 2025
16
27 y. o.
Male
Engaged
Eastern Europe
I work as a junior attorney in a financial institution. I often watch snuff movies, clips of real life violence and psychological thriller anime. I also find solace while listening to grunge and doom metal bands such as Alice in Chains or Rosary. I wholeheartedly despise living in a modern day society and the idea of parenting as a whole. I'm not a highschool edgelord, but a true efilist undercover, willing to talk to people, who share the same hatred towards expectations of modern society. I can't stand ultra-capitalism, but I'm not a commie either. Also feel free to DM me, if u just wanna talk about medieval history, rpg games or cars.

I find your case honestly fascinating. Maybe we could talk
We're so similar lol, I think we'd be friends for sure, but I'm really not planning on starting stuff that wouldn't change my current goal to CTB.

20M from Greece
I hate capitalism, how I'm supposed to work my life as a slave with ok living conditions at best for some millionaire to become richer. I hate this world, and how governments take advantage of their own people with "democracies" just using brainwashing, propaganda or even more extreme measures to only allow people to vote whoever will jot endanger the status quo. I hate how people impose their worldview on others and don't care about it, dumb people are fun, people with no knowledge on stuff as well, it's so nice to genuinely teach someone something or being taught. If do not have the self-awareness and willingness to accept you're wrong or at least cannot understand why you are, please improve yourself. I love anime and gaming. Unbelievably huge fan of FromSoftware, ProjectMoon and Arknights. I've been looking for home since I was a child, growing up to a family that just wants to impose their own version of happiness to me, one that would be torture. These fictional worlds gave it to me. Also Kasane Teto, love our queen, one period of my life I was so happy because of her I was legitimately having an identity crisis because I couldn't be the gloomy pessimistic edgy guy I've always been. Lifting is awesome, makes me feel well about my body and my abilities.
 
snooperdooper

snooperdooper

Student
Jan 27, 2024
104
Hey, it feels like lately maladaptive daydreaming and thoughts about the afterlife have consumed me. I don't have anyone to talk to, so I'm looking here for anybody who is experiencing the same. I want to be able to talk about your and mine fantasies in as much depth as possible, and what the afterlife has in store. I want to listen to you vent about your daydreams/fantasies in as much detail as possible and vice versa. I just think it would be nice to be heard and see what I'm experiencing through another person.
 
deepocean

deepocean

Member
Aug 19, 2024
39
20M from India, I listen to music a lot and feel free to hmu anytime

I don't have access to dms either but would love to have a conversation with you and what do you write usually
Me
 
garbage01

garbage01

heavily dissociated
Jun 6, 2023
13
18m, midwest usa
im really looking for someone who understands me. I have no problem handling heavy topics, and id like to find someone who's the same way. Id like to talk to someone with early life experiences in drugs, sh, abuse, dissociation and psychosis. Id like to meet someone with little to no limits as to what they can talk about. If you're fringe in the way even those with issues can't handle, if you creep others out, we'll probably get along. I like to talk about things most people can't understand or handle. Talk to me about things you can't tell most people. I feel very pent up in things you're not "allowed" to talk about. If you feel that way too i could lend an ear.
My interests include art, reading/writing, philosophy, spirituality, politics, fighting, and horror. And i love to listen. I like people with fucked up interests
 
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reuws

New Member
Sep 1, 2025
2
19M, I speak Spanish and English so If you wanna talk to me, I'll appreciate it, im very active online so I likely open to talk at any hour.

My main interests are music, movies/shows and reading about crimes, but to be honest I haven't watch a lot of shows or movies, I'm not to much into politics so if you wanna talk about it im probably not the person, I still enjoy to learn about history, especially the recent one, I spend a lot of time reading articles about what's happening around the world.

Since im new here im not able to use DM, if you wanna talk my discord is @reeuwws, im open to any kind of person, gender, orientation, religion, age or whatever doesnt matters for me
 
dumbnhappy

dumbnhappy

just say it ditto
May 22, 2024
67
I think I posted here before, but I wanna try again.

I'm 22F from the US.

I honestly dont know if I want to ctb yet. I wanna see if things work out for me, and if they dont I will ctb since I'm a coward and dont want to suffer.

Not sure how to describe myself, I often try to mask the fact that I hate everything about me. I try really hard in friendships irl, and its never reciprocated. People tell me I'm one way, but I feel the opposite. Do you think you could be friends with someone like that?

I like some games, but they are never ones that I can play with other people with the exception of roblox and minecraft which I only play with my sister. I like the elder scroll series, fallout, I like WH40k lore and I like all things art.

For music, I like alt rock and metal, as well as pop and experimental music. There really is a lot I like, I'm not picky.

Seeking someone I can talk with and not just to. Idk I feel alone. see u
 

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