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sadlyexisting

sadlyexisting

I don't know who I am anymore.
Jun 26, 2023
110
Hi!! I am 21F from Germany.

I have been suicidal since the age of 11/12. Currently I am studying medicine (forensic sciences).

I don't really have hobbies at the moment, and I just spend my time watching YouTube or any kind of series. I also play video games sometimes. My favourite games are Valorant and Phasmophobia, though I am not very good at either of them. I am very interested in horror and paranormal things as well, and watch horror movies from time to time. Otherwise I listen to rock & metal music very often.

I'd say I am a pretty good listener, even though I have problems communicating my emotions, I try my best to be there for everyone and comfort them.

Age and gender doesn't matter, so just sent me a message. I respond to basically everyone!
 
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niceday

niceday

Tears on the teardrop Coffee in the coffee pot
Dec 7, 2024
11
Hi, I'm from Russia, my name is Viola, I'm 24. I'm looking for friends on a forum for suicidal people because it didn't work out for me elsewhere. :) I think about this very often because I feel cut off from the world. I see no point in the future. All my attempts to set my life right have ended in failure. I feel an emptiness, as if something is missing. In other words, I feel like a lonely parrot.
I have a strange hyperfixation on works related to robots and artificial intelligence. I'm a programmer, and my hobby is drawing. I'm looking for friends to simply discuss various works or just for creative people, so that we can create and suffer through nonsense together. <3
 
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tiredash

Student
Dec 5, 2024
106
Hi, I'm from Russia, my name is Viola, I'm 24. I'm looking for friends on a forum for suicidal people because it didn't work out for me elsewhere. :) I think about this very often because I feel cut off from the world. I see no point in the future. All my attempts to set my life right have ended in failure. I feel an emptiness, as if something is missing. In other words, I feel like a lonely parrot.
I have a strange hyperfixation on works related to robots and artificial intelligence. I'm a programmer, and my hobby is drawing. I'm looking for friends to simply discuss various works or just for creative people, so that we can create and suffer through nonsense together. <3
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Mx_Pathetic

Mx_Pathetic

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May 8, 2023
133
Hi I'm Mx_Pathetic I'm 22F with multiple MH issues. I live in Australia. I love animals and have 5 pets 7 if you count my fish but they're pet food technically. I own a dog, 2 cat, blue tongue skink and turtle. I love anything water related, drinks, ocean, aquatic animals, waterfalls, pools & spas, etc. I love horror movies and the occasional anime series. Love to smoke the greens and not a big fan of alcohol, but will drink vodka at parties.
 
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Dak

Dak

Member
Nov 30, 2024
33
Everyone on this thread is so young. Not in a negative way just don't feel like posting my age 😞. It's pathetic to look for friends this late in life.

Located in New England, USA. I like researching and learning. Absolutely enamored with scientific theory and physics such as astronomy. TV is my best and only friend. Movies are my bread and butter to life, it's how I fuel my daydreams. I can watch NOVA on YouTube for 10hrs straight about dark matter 🙃. Absolutely love cooking (former chef), it's very therapeutic. Also into tarot and I'm an Animist.

Warning though, I am not right in the head, I'm paranoid, I talk to myself, I make up scenarios just so I have something to think about, I'm anorexic and bulimic, I'm suicidal, I change my mind a lot if I have the option to, I don't talk about my deep feelings, I don't want advice, I don't want a hug, I'm misanthropic, agoraphobic, and ya I'll stop here.
 
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ChildOfLove

ChildOfLove

When your sky dims, I will be there. Waiting.
May 9, 2024
20
18F here, you can call me Aiko. It used to be my pen name.
I don't have much to say about myself... I lost all the things I loved, have no hobbies, interests, or anything I truly like anymore. I am very lonely and just wanna find someone to chat with. Even just occasionally. I am not good at making friends or even talking with people so just bear that in mind
 
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colour

Member
Mar 9, 2025
10
I'm a literature student, so if anyone reads or studies something in the humanities, feel free to chat with me (I read everything, but I'm really interested in Japanese literature and poetry).

I've been on this site on and off over the past five years or so (different accounts), but it's incredibly difficult to talk about heavy depression and suicidal intent offline. It might be a couple of days for my DM's to open (I think that's how it still works), but I'm happy to talk with anyone.
 
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