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dnail

dnail

New Member
Apr 11, 2023
2
Hi I am M21 from Maryland, I like cats, rave music and cars. I often think about how I've hurt others, and the hatred that they all must have towards me. I can't ever seem to get it right. Thinking of CTB so I can spare the world of my heavy burdensome existence. I like to play roblox in my freetime, I've been playing it for over 10 years now, its a fun game. I want to find a friend (or friends) to talk to so I don't cry about how much of a disappointment I am to the people around me every other day. I like taking pictures of my cirno plush when I drive around at night. I feel hatred growing for myself daily. It seems like the people I hold close to me have withered away because of how much agony I've caused, from my family, to the person I love. I hate myself, and I want to rid people of my everlasting terror.
 
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itbelikethat

itbelikethat

Member
Feb 6, 2025
24
25/m Im into cars, racing, and vidya. I play an instrument and do a lot of diy stuff.

I have a lot of repressed emotions, and id like to try and find a genuine connection with someone. If interested please feel free to dm.

Be aware I'm awkward as hell lol.
 
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sakakap

Member
Mar 26, 2024
18
hi, i went through a breakup two months ago and i've been quite lonely since. i'm a 21yo male from the netherlands and i like to read, exercise (mostly running) and watch movies. i'm starting uni in september, until then i'm working.

i'm diagnosed with depression and i likely have an ed as well.

i like to think i'm open-minded and relatively easy to talk to :p

couldn't find a way to smoothly add this in but i have a dog as well :)

anyone is free to pm, i'm not too fussed about gender, age or location as long as you can be nice lol

(apologies if this came out as a word salad 😅)
 
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Hikari.

Hikari.

Member
Feb 14, 2025
29
Hello, I'm 19 F and I'm really into Alice in borderland. I would love to talk to people so hit me up ! :D
 
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nico_wren

nico_wren

Maggot (they/them)
Feb 14, 2023
58
Hi, 21F from U.S. after high school I kinda lost all my friends and connections and I am honestly really struggling with feelings of loneliness. Would love to have a convo with anyone else who feels similar or just wants to talk^^

Aside from that I'm interested in books, games, cooking, horror, and all kinds of other things <3
 
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etchings

etchings

this is the first time, it’s not the first time
Jul 28, 2022
17
Hi, I am Etchings. 20M from the Midwest US. I joined this site a couple years ago, I think, with no particular plan or date to ctb but I stay here on account of raging mood swings and frequent suicidal ideation as a result of BPD.

I like all types of music but mostly metal and all its subgenres. I like to draw and write, I dabble in photography on occasion.

I have also collected a couple letters from the LGBTQ so if anyone needs a queer friend or person to talk to I am here.

I am not very frequent to this site, so I won't break the rules of this thread by posting my socials but if anyone is interested to talk on a [semi] regular basis we can exchange phone numbers or something of the sort in PM.

I would quite like to make a friend or two, if not I would at least like to be a friend to someone who needs it.
Many thanks in advance.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,033
hey, not full of hope but hopeful for someone to talk to (idk what else to say.. hope seems to be where words come from. without hope, whats there to say.)
 
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moonlitEcho

New Member
Feb 17, 2025
2
hello, I'm Andrei!
From România, Constanța and I'm 18.
My passion's are films and music, I read sometimes too. Replay if you wanna be friends with me lol
 
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VoidedExistence

Student
Dec 6, 2023
101
19M Looking for someone in my age range (18-21) to talk about anything. You can call me Sammy, from Nepal. I can speak in English (not too good tho). Like reading web novels, rap music and watching youtube. New to forum and hoping to make some new friends. Gender does not matter much.
hello?
 
TheFallen

TheFallen

Member
Jan 10, 2024
13
Hi. 31M UK. Anyone else with severe health issues? Like cfs/pots. Feel free to reach out!
 
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ilvgore

ilvgore

alien
Jan 7, 2024
57
hi im f18 im extremely lonely without friends cause most people dont get me if ur weird and an outcast like me feel free to hit me up
i like anime my favourite is steingate
thats the only thing i like to do watch movies or series or YouTube and philosophy cause im scared of people and outdoors xd im a hardcore introvert
my reason for want to kill myself is because the love of my life left me my painful mental health issues and of course life itself 😄
 
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sakakap

Member
Mar 26, 2024
18
21m from the netherlands, recently went through a bad breakup after being together for ≈4 years and i didn't realise how lonely it would be not to have anyone to talk to.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
962
Maybe this is stupid to do but I am don't know many other options to be able to cope now with the emptiness I am feeling as I lack option from being mostly trapped by my family for recovery or suicide and but am scared of making this post cus of my fear of abandonment and disappointing others but want company and support.

I am a 19 year old trans girl from UK. I mostly just interact here as well as play and develop video games. I play mostly games that are platformers or difficult or unique and like to jump from playing one game to another often. I also love my plushies, occasionally draw and watch content about whatever hyper-fixations I have (mostly about said video games I play.) I try to be able to support others as much as possible and hope my games will provide something of unique worth to people. I want to be able to share interests and express what we are going through so we can support each other and find value in one another. I would prefer a friend is somewhat similar to me in age, gender and mental struggles so we are more able to understand and empathize with each other. If we also live near enough from each other, I would be willing to meet physically when we both comfort to do so.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
610
Hi. I'm a 25 year old guy in the Eastern US. I'd like to chat with someone who's okay with supporting me a little bit. If you are planning to ctb though and don't want any support please do not reach out to me. I cannot handle getting close to someone and then losing them.

While I've been trying to recover, I can't say for certain that that's the path I'll go down. I want to, I really do, but I just don't know if it's in the cards for me. I'd like to have someone who's okay with setting up specific times to chat on here. I can be quite melancholy when I'm having a problem so please don't feel too bad if I don't respond to your support in a positive way right away. Most likely I will come back later and thank you though. I do my best to be supportive of others, but I can be rather awkward.

I have depression and anxiety. I have been in treatment for nine years at this point and have done everything from therapy and medication to hospitalizations and ECT. At this point I've managed to get off medication and am trying to do normal things again, but being around other people is making things worse.

I enjoy anime, with some of my favorites including Angel Beats, Oregairu, Shinsekai Yori (the book is also really good), A Silent Voice, and the Heaven's Feel movies.

Feel free to look over my posts to learn a bit more about me. If you think we'd be a good match please reach out to me and tell me a little bit about yourself. I'm not really comfortable with a lot of people though so please don't feel too bad if I don't reply to you.
 
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thatonedeadgirl

thatonedeadgirl

Member
Feb 23, 2025
13
I'm Laura, 30 from Germany, have lived in various other places though. Single and childless. Wanting to CTB soon and looking for people who are in the same boat, especially if you're also from Germany. DM me if possible - TIA!
 
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Still here

Member
Feb 11, 2025
16
Hi. I'm a 25 year old guy in the Eastern US. I'd like to chat with someone who's okay with supporting me a little bit. If you are planning to ctb though and don't want any support please do not reach out to me. I cannot handle getting close to someone and then losing them.

While I've been trying to recover, I can't say for certain that that's the path I'll go down. I want to, I really do, but I just don't know if it's in the cards for me. I'd like to have someone who's okay with setting up specific times to chat on here. I can be quite melancholy when I'm having a problem so please don't feel too bad if I don't respond to your support in a positive way right away. Most likely I will come back later and thank you though. I do my best to be supportive of others, but I can be rather awkward.

I have depression and anxiety. I have been in treatment for nine years at this point and have done everything from therapy and medication to hospitalizations and ECT. At this point I've managed to get off medication and am trying to do normal things again, but being around other people is making things worse.

I enjoy anime, with some of my favorites including Angel Beats, Oregairu, Shinsekai Yori (the book is also really good), A Silent Voice, and the Heaven's Feel movies.

Feel free to look over my posts to learn a bit more about me. If you think we'd be a good match please reach out to me and tell me a little bit about yourself. I'm not really comfortable with a lot of people though so please don't feel too bad if I don't reply to you.
Pm me please....from Tanzania..
 
roommate

roommate

Not in the moment
Feb 14, 2025
259
30 years old male, from the Netherlands.
Looking for some fun and serious stuff talk, my PM is open for anyone :)
 
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savethesememories

savethesememories

a prey she was for the cruelty of love
Feb 23, 2025
12
18F USA
i'm a video game nerd and i like anime + metal.
i'm a college student for animal caretaking, i have more empathy for animals than humans most of the time.
i have major depressive disorder and autism, both diagnosed. i'm also schizophrenic.
talk to me about silent hill, nintendo games, JJBA, 90s-00s anime, vocaloid, and so on.
i can be pretty shy but i do want people to talk to :<
 
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