ItsOverIsntIt
Experienced
- Sep 9, 2020
- 234
I dont know if anyone else is having this problem, but I guess its offtopic or whatever.
Today is my moms birthday and I dont know how to feel. Im happy for her but i keep lying about what I am doing and how I feel. I feel numb and like I wont get anywhere but I have never told her that. I feel like she will be disappointed in me. This isnt how I wanted the day to go and I wish I could make it better for her but I am exhausted.
I keep telling her that I am doing fine and making up lies about my schoolwork to make her and my family feel better. I dont know how long i can last before I say a wrong lie
If anyone has any similar experience you are free to share
Today is my moms birthday and I dont know how to feel. Im happy for her but i keep lying about what I am doing and how I feel. I feel numb and like I wont get anywhere but I have never told her that. I feel like she will be disappointed in me. This isnt how I wanted the day to go and I wish I could make it better for her but I am exhausted.
I keep telling her that I am doing fine and making up lies about my schoolwork to make her and my family feel better. I dont know how long i can last before I say a wrong lie
If anyone has any similar experience you are free to share