Love does strange things

[NeverGoodEnuff]

So over a year ago, I purchased my first gun to off myself. Decided to take a class to learn how to use it and had so much fun, the suicidal thoughts took a backseat.

Fast forward, I bought a few more guns, took private training, and learned to love my guns. Each one has its own traits, its own feel, just like a person or a pet.

Now, I would never use one of them to kill myself! It would be an insult to the gun. Lol! The guns saved me.

Strange, huh? Do you love your SN stash so much you would never use it?

Call me crazy. I do, all the time.

 

[WornOutLife]

I think that having the SN with me would give me peace because I could just ctb whenever I wanted.

However, I would use it sooner or later.

I'm glad guns have helped you. Interesting story.

 

[Wrennie]

So over a year ago, I purchased my first gun to off myself. Decided to take a class to learn how to use it and had so much fun, the suicidal thoughts took a backseat.

Fast forward, I bought a few more guns, took private training, and learned to love my guns. Each one has its own traits, its own feel, just like a person or a pet.

Now, I would never use one of them to kill myself! It would be an insult to the gun. Lol! The guns saved me.

Strange, huh? Do you love your SN stash so much you would never use it?

Call me crazy. I do, all the time.

It's wonderful to have a hobby that infuses you with enough passion to override your urge to CTB.

 

[Meditation guide]

The guns saved me.

I love your story of being saved by your guns. Life has a way of working that is mystifying sometimes.

I don't love my SN stash and can't really bring myself to pay attention to it. It grosses me out, the idea of drinking it.

 

[Øystein]

This is such a good read that I cried. I'm happy for you.

 

[Good4Nothing]

I love my guns, too. But one of them will most likely end up being the instrument of my demise.

 

[voyager (D)]

Do you love your SN stash so much you would never use it?

How do you know? voyager + SN =