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MrCasella

MrCasella

Student
Feb 1, 2025
154
And now I haven't gone anywhere in a week eventhough I want to. I want to just fall asleep and never wake up again.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,271
I have this also. Except, I have very little desire to even go anywhere. Maybe if I could just appear there without all the travel hassle. Last year, I'm not sure I even left the house- asides from putting the bins out and working in the garden between February and December! (I work from home.) We really are hermits of sorts I suppose.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,005
I just wish to sleep permanently as well, I've always just wished to never wake. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
9,598
I can relate. I hardly ever leave the house. Only when I absolutely have to get food of some kind, and even then I have to force myself. I always procrastinate for days, put it off for as long as I can, scrounge through what I have. I try to buy enough food to last me for weeks, maybe even a month. They even have milk now that doesn't require refrigeration until after it is open, and it stores for nearly a year at room temperature until it is open. It costs a little more, but drastically reduced how often I need to run to the store. The way things are now, the less often I have to go out, the better, and more time for sleeping.
 
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Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope
Sep 8, 2024
111
Same, at this point staying inside and rotting all my young adult years away the same way I rot my teenage years is better than going inside just to suffer even more. There's nothing good in this shitholes that I was born in, full of trash, filth, poverty, staying home and rotting is a lot better.
I only go out when I'm invited by my friends or when my mom wants me to go out, or when absolutely necessary, i already accepted the fact that I'll rot inside my home until the deadline of my suicide date comes.
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MrCasella

MrCasella

Student
Feb 1, 2025
154
I hate the cold and am board of Edmonton and scared around people.
 
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