I was lurking incel forum

[doomerguy88]

Suicide prevention hotline how can I help you?
"Hey, I intend to end my own life via insulin and got told to contact you for a source"
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These trolls really be thinking that suicidality eats your brain cells and makes you believe them

im not sure i will, haha. im trying to live life. because before my attempt i had hopes that my close ones will heal someday. but now i know they wont

but if i ever will decide to ctb, i would use sn again. and i think that 25 g is an overkill, this amount will make you vomit for sure. i would take something like 10 g instead. if even after 2 g i ended up in the icu, then 10 g will be enough. with lower amount the chanses of vomiting are lower. but yeah, i think it will be nasty either way. 2 g were not nasty at all, i even kinda liked the taste, hahaha. i like saltiness, it even reminded me of some kind of potato chips, hahaha, with a slight touch of chemical flavor im a pervert, i know

Are you saying the chemical flavor wasn't that strong? Like it was mostly a salty taste with a slight chemical flavor.