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dxstressed
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- Mar 13, 2020
- 23
The NHS in the UK is a joke. I have told 4 different people in the mental health team that I think about suicide regularly and I have my methods, yet all they can offer me is the crisis phone number or tell me to go to A&E?
I just don't know what to do anymore. I am Borderline Personality Disorder and I am speaking to my ex boyfriend, after the voices in my head told me to, even though in the bigger picture it may not be a good idea, but I just want him to love me. Without him, I feel so unloved. It's just difficult because I live with my friends, and I can't bare the thought of one of them finding me dead.
Just don't know what to do anymore,
Dxstressed.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I am Borderline Personality Disorder and I am speaking to my ex boyfriend, after the voices in my head told me to, even though in the bigger picture it may not be a good idea, but I just want him to love me. Without him, I feel so unloved. It's just difficult because I live with my friends, and I can't bare the thought of one of them finding me dead.
Just don't know what to do anymore,
Dxstressed.