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scarlxrd

scarlxrd

New Member
Sep 18, 2024
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I'm suicidal but feel like I cant push myself to do it alone is there more people feeling like this on some Dazai lover suicide type of shit
 
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DrinkyCrow

DrinkyCrow

Zap to the extreme
May 2, 2023
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some Dazai lover suicide type of shit
had to google that, but damn that sounds kinda nice honestly. In the least healthy way imaginable, but still. Always fantasized about this kinda stuff, but i also felt like; if i had such a strong connection with someone, would i still wanna ctb? Probably depending on circumstances, but something that makes me think.
 
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Nolvalis94

Nolvalis94

Depressed Patrician
Feb 19, 2024
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Dazai is GOAT. No Longer Human is a favourite.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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hello as well. I can relate 🤍 feel free to convo me.
 
scarlxrd

scarlxrd

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Sep 18, 2024
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had to google that, but damn that sounds kinda nice honestly. In the least healthy way imaginable, but still. Always fantasized about this kinda stuff, but i also felt like; if i had such a strong connection with someone, would i still wanna ctb? Probably depending on circumstances, but something that makes me think.
Man you worded it so much better but yeah my gf of 3 years my teen love promised me to keep fighting and living for her bc she doesn't want to see me gone ended up cheating and leaving and now I just hope there's someone who can reach out and lie to me the way she did to fulfill my loneliness even if it's just for a week
Dazai is GOAT. No Longer Human is a favourite.
I loved every portrayal of Dazai ngl
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
284
i feel so similar :( also love dazai's books haha. i wish someone loved me so desperately like that
 

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