Discussion Looking for a friend

[BringMeToLife]

Hello, I'm a young female from Poland. I'm in need of a friend (preferably another female for comfort) with whom I could connect. I like fashion, shows and video games (Dead By Daylight is my favorite). I spend my days binge-watching shows, playing dbd or rotting in bed, trying to escape reality. I'm unhappy with my life and I'm very lost. I experience anhedonia more and more these days which makes living unbearable and not worth it. I'm always hoping for death. I would like a friend who is similar to me. No promises that our friendship will last, if we click - it will last, if we don't - it won't. ​

 

[Cinno]

I'm happy to be your friend but I'm not a female if that's okay :)

 

[dieingasap]

you are similar to me. I am from India. I think we can be friends.

 

[Odwin]

Me: What the fuck is anhedonia.
1 min ChatGPT later.
Me: Oh, this stuff that i got has a name.

 

[BringMeToLife]

Me: What the fuck is anhedonia.
1 min ChatGPT later.
Me: Oh, this stuff that i got has a name.

Haha learning something new everyday :'>
it's hell

 

[Odwin]

Haha learning something new everyday :'>
it's hell

Ah, not for me, I am at a point in my life I truly don't care. Just doing things I want to do within my resources at possibilities. Leaving hell behind me is pretty nice, but the problem with not caring at all, there is no heaven as well.

 

[BringMeToLife]

Ah, not for me, I am at a point in my life I truly don't care. Just doing things I want to do within my resources at possibilities. Leaving hell behind me is pretty nice, but the problem with not caring at all, there is no heaven as well.

I wish I could stop caring. I always find new reasons to worry and it's eating me alive.
Is heaven needed when you're out of this prison? Isn't being so carefree heaven itself?

 

[Odwin]

Maybe at first, but later if nothing really excites you, why bother living. Further, it is hard to say, since everyone has a different prison. Maybes yours is just childs play compared to mine. Really hard to say. Sometimes i read here some stories and just think god-damn, maybe, and I am just a little bitch and should just man up.

 

[Manasvin5]

I don't really want to die, I can be your friend, But I plan to do it soon

 

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