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shatheman

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May 3, 2026
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Everything feels fake. From the way people talk and interact with me. I always feel empty. The jokes they make aren't funny. Even eating feels like a chore. I don't feel like eating everyday. I only eat when im about to pass out.
 
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"Picky, selfish, arrogant, ignorant, childish."
May 7, 2022
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You're definitely not alone in feeling this way. Eating, sleeping, and socializing are considered essential for human beings, but when you reach a high level of hopelessness, everything seems distressing and meaningless. I hope you can feel a little better today.
 
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