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Thanks for sharing this @Euthanza
 
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I remember reading one article that said it was pills? Was it definitely sn she used?
 
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I remember reading one article that said it was pills? Was it definitely sn she used?
Her autopsy states Sodium Nitrate Consumption. That's the second link in the origional post.
 
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And they mention pills they probably just got it wrong… Media often reports incorrect information
 
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Rest in peace. To me it's not surprising that so many decide to ctb in a world like this.
 
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I remember reading one article that said it was pills? Was it definitely sn she used?
SN definitely, she took it in her car. I don't think SN can be bought in pill form since it's meant for meat preservation.
Her autopsy states Sodium Nitrate Consumption. That's the second link in the origional post.
*Nitrite
 
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SN definitely, she took it in her car. I don't think SN can be bought in pill form since it's meant for meat preservation.

*Nitrite
I hope she went peacefully 😞
 
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Car very rarely comes up as a location to CTB on here. A useful place for someone to consider.
 
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SN definitely, she took it in her car. I don't think SN can be bought in pill form since it's meant for meat preservation.
bought in that form, probably not correct. but i have read about people on here putting them in empty capsules to get past the taste. maybe she did this causing a confusion in the report. the first visual being the pills, the autopsy revealing what was in the pills.
 
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Interesting. I wonder if she came on here and learned about sn from Stan's guide? Slim chance she could have even been a member.
RIP.
 
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Hi.

How did you find out about this? Googling around?
I was browsing about sodium nitrite yesterday, I think someone posted in Facebook with that keyword.
bought in that form, probably not correct. but i have read about people on here putting them in empty capsules to get past the taste. maybe she did this causing a confusion in the report. the first visual being the pills, the autopsy revealing what was in the pills.
Capsules + car = good idea, she really had style
 
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Lucky woman.
 
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I wonder if she had an account here. 🤔
 
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This is an older video from her YouTube, but what's odd is even in her most recent videos she doesn't show any sort of signs. It's true that everyone has a different reason why they take their life.
Who knows maybe she had issues that she wasn't showing anyone.
 
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Apparently she had a history of depression… There was very little information about Her personal life… For all we know she has made attempts before… Perhaps a major life event had occurred… Maybe she was getting a divorce… One can only imagine
 
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I think she probably would have visited here…
i do wonder where else someone would come across the idea of SN. for the most part offsite methods are just the obvious (jumping, hanging, gunshot, OD)
 
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Daenerys Targaryen

Daenerys Targaryen

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use codeine with sn? It doesn't seem possible, but he was lucky and successful.
 

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