
mess_ofblack
New Member
- Oct 12, 2025
- 1
it's pretty late in the night for me and im still considering overdosing on my medication to just get this shit over with. i have everything i could ask for, a loving girlfriend, great friends and loving parents but i still feel hollow and empty, like ive had my heart ripped out of my chest and now im stuck wandering around like a husk looking for just the right thing to fill that gap. it's starting to feel like death is that only thing that'll fix me, the only thing that'll actually work for me, to fix these god awful bouts of bullshit i have to go through day by day. my birthday is in about a month or so and i want to live to see it but i also feel like it's pointless to, like my life has just come to a standstill and im watching it from a third person perspective, nothing more than a bystander. i fucking hate all of this shit and i want to end it so badly but i don't want to hurt the people i care about.