Venting Life is not meant to be lived like this

[PhDone]

I just need to say this out loud. Chronic illness. For others mental illness. Debilitating and unable to live. I sit at home alone, waiting. I sit alone in a car tagging along coz with others coz I otherwise dont get out, waiting. Waiting for what? Others living their lives. Cause I cant. This is no life. I'm at best a passenger to others lives. Life was not meant to be torture and dysfunction. Medical care is supposed to help heal us.

Life in the darkness and solitude is not life. Someone ffs let those of us not living OUT OF THIS

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered a lot, it's really so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[L'absent]

Life is terrible and full of suffering for everyone. You suffer much more than others, but life was not meant to be pleasant or peaceful. Life serves to modify DNA and adapt living beings to the environment through pain, suffering and death. We are in a horrible place.

 

[yabujin]

Yep, we just merely exist ....