life is a joke

[Ravel]

I hate myself so much. i'm so pathetic. there is nothing for me in this world. My brain is so fucked up due to medication, isolation, trauma, etc. Sometimes I only have 4 hours of sleep. I can't live like this. I can't talk to anyone, I can't leave my house because of these fucking anxiety attacks. Fuck my life, just fuck it.
holy shit what a shitty day i had

 

[Source Energy]

A cruel, mean and unnecessary joke.

 

[Darkover]

indeed life is a cruel joke

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing in this world certainly can be hell, and I do see it as being an cruel, undeserved punishment to have to exist here. Life really is just endless and unnecessary suffering that serves no purpose other than to torture existing beings.

 

[Sulyya]

Great joke, planet. 'Here you are in scary sad world with a bunch of awful people and a bunch of nice people, but you can't be like them because here, now you've got this problem, and this and this.'

Funny joke right??

 

[Sunset Limited]

Waste of resources for a crappy fiction.

 

[Ravel]

Sending a lot of love. Try taking a shower and having a hot warm choccy. Maybe even watch an episode of the last of us, it's pretty great.

thanks for your support.
I feel a little better today. I took a shower, read a few chapters of the vagabond manga and tried to sleep some more