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DrJ3llyf1sh

PM me for info about SN / KN / ODing
Apr 6, 2025
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I'm planning to CTB soon, my date is coming up, and I've began to think more about life after death. What do you guys think it will be like? Do you believe in reincarnation? Heaven? Eternal Darkness? I've never been afraid of death, I guess I just want to know different ways people perceive death so I'm ready to finally go.
 
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ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
519
I believe that there is no life after death, and thank fuck for that. The last thing I need after despising my conscioussness is more of it.

I think that there's absolutely nothing. Just eternal null.
 
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Big_Eal

Big_Eal

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Mar 31, 2025
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I'm planning to CTB soon, my date is coming up, and I've began to think more about life after death. What do you guys think it will be like? Do you believe in reincarnation? Heaven? Eternal Darkness? I've never been afraid of death, I guess I just want to know different ways people perceive death so I'm ready to finally go.
I dont believe in any of those ideas , just eternal darkness and peace
 
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Geodude77

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Mar 23, 2020
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This question is one of the main reasons why it's so hard for me to end my life. I think the most logical conclusion is that people experience eternal darkness and silence after death. I also think they experience lack of consciousness but it's hard for me to imagine that.
 
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DrJ3llyf1sh

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Apr 6, 2025
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This question is one of the main reasons why it's so hard for me to end my life. I think the most logical conclusion is that people experience eternal darkness and silence after death. I also think they experience lack of consciousness but it's hard for me to imagine that.
I think it's hard for anyone to imagine. What I like to imagine is just... like a floating feeling. Like you're sleeping but all your intrusive and suicidal thoughts are gone.
 
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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

F you pro lifers
Oct 16, 2024
159
I am no longer afraid of death

Even if Heaven and Hell exist, its ultimately better to get sent to Hell as you only get sent into the lake of fire and burn to death, no revive, just die permanently as opposed to being a drone forever in Heaven.
 
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TotalEclipse

TotalEclipse

Remember me as a dreamer.
Apr 2, 2025
63
I believe that people essentially choose their own afterlife through their belief and intent. (In terms of the magical principles.) If you believe you'll be completely gone/won't exist, then that's what you'll experience. Same with the stereotypical Hell, same with everything else. I don't think NDEs are relevant to actual death, but I think the same principle applies here as to why religious people experience them and non religious people generally don't. It's just that their will manifested how their dmt was dumped or however it works.

I am personally preparing things for my next incarnation, because I *do* want to live, just not in this body and this life. After I've (ideally) gotten to experience that, I want to serve or be with Lucifer (His original conception, as a minor Roman god) for all eternity.
 
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mirage

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Nov 18, 2024
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You'll become any other random living thing, sentient or not and the cycle will repeat for eternity. I say you'll but it won't actually be you, it will just be the subjective experience of that living thing. (Generic subjective continuity)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,745
I only believe death to be permanent non-existence which is all I wish and hope for, I just wish to never suffer in this torturous, futile existence ever again, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering, all I wish is for all to be finally gone and forgotten for me, non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable and positive. I just wish for the peace of eternal sleep where finally nothing can concern me and I'm finally no longer burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, to me existence really does feel like the most terrible mistake that just causes so much harm and suffering until one ceases to exist anyway.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,793
I'm planning to CTB soon, my date is coming up, and I've began to think more about life after death. What do you guys think it will be like? Do you believe in reincarnation? Heaven? Eternal Darkness? I've never been afraid of death, I guess I just want to know different ways people perceive death so I'm ready to finally go.
Nothing is awaiting us
 
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divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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I hope another dimension full of dogs
 
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Wilt-On-High

Wilt-On-High

I got no distance left to run...
Sep 17, 2024
120
Its just permanent darkness...
It's like if you were to black out and you have no thoughts left.
You cease to exist.

This is my second reason of why I'm finding it hard to CTB
Becauae when I'm gone I'll be gone for good. No music, no drawing, no waking up, no nothing.

Just...black

Edit: I should actually say...Close your eyes...nothing right?
Thats what will happen.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,280
Honestly, no one knows for sure what happens after death it's one of those deep mysteries we've been asking forever.

The universe has been shifting matter around for billions of years who's to say if it can or can't bring you back alive in some form

The universe does recycle everything. Matter, energy, atoms they've all been part of stars, planets, people, animals, dust. You're made of stuff that was once part of other things. So in that sense, yeah — you do come back, at least physically.

like, could your conscious experience come back, even if it's not "you" as you are now? Could the universe somehow reconfigure things in a way that feels like waking up again? Not remembering your past life, but still being again.
 
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AJAX

AJAX
Apr 3, 2023
18
I'm planning to CTB soon, my date is coming up, and I've began to think more about life after death. What do you guys think it will be like? Do you believe in reincarnation? Heaven? Eternal Darkness? I've never been afraid of death, I guess I just want to know different ways people perceive death so I'm ready to finally go.
i dont think there is anything buttttt i do hope that if there is i am a cat or a Japanese citizen. Why? well cause of the amazing gacha machines they have ofc! I am aware the country is not all rainbows and sunshine but ill sure be happy gambling and getting cute keychains from it!
 
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dune7263

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Jan 26, 2025
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I believe that people essentially choose their own afterlife through their belief and intent. (In terms of the magical principles.) If you believe you'll be completely gone/won't exist, then that's what you'll experience. Same with the stereotypical Hell, same with everything else. I don't think NDEs are relevant to actual death, but I think the same principle applies here as to why religious people experience them and non religious people generally don't. It's just that their will manifested how their dmt was dumped or however it works.

I am personally preparing things for my next incarnation, because I *do* want to live, just not in this body and this life. After I've (ideally) gotten to experience that, I want to serve or be with Lucifer (His original conception, as a minor Roman god) for all eternity.
if you are afraid of ending up in eternal hell, will you go there?
 
TotalEclipse

TotalEclipse

Remember me as a dreamer.
Apr 2, 2025
63
well I am fucked then if that's case, is there like a way to get rid of that fear
(Remember that all of this is just my opinion based on the things I've experienced spiritually, what makes logical sense to me becauseof those things, and other people's opinions that I've gathered.)

The main thing is to find yourself worthy of not suffering an afterlife like that. Realize that there are things you see as "sin" arent actually wrong, and work on your flaws and behavior that are. If you see yourself, at the very least, as a decent person, it wont make sense to you that you'd go to Hell and you'll scoff at the idea. Which will be a major thing that directs your afterlife and current spiritual life. The concept of Hell you believe in was actually *specifically* designed to make people feel scared and unworthy, which is the perfect combination for total obedience to the Church.

I also think it wouldn't be truly "eternal" in the sense that I think it would be possible to escape it, but it would involve just doing the same things I'm suggesting here, which would obviously be much easier to do in whatever situation you're in now.
 
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dune7263

Student
Jan 26, 2025
149
(Remember that all of this is just my opinion based on the things I've experienced spiritually, what makes logical sense to me becauseof those things, and other people's opinions that I've gathered.)

The main thing is to find yourself worthy of not suffering an afterlife like that. Realize that there are things you see as "sin" arent actually wrong, and work on your flaws and behavior that are. If you see yourself, at the very least, as a decent person, it wont make sense to you that you'd go to Hell and you'll scoff at the idea. Which will be a major thing that directs your afterlife and current spiritual life. The concept of Hell you believe in was actually *specifically* designed to make people feel scared and unworthy, which is the perfect combination for total obedience to the Church.

I also think it wouldn't be truly "eternal" in the sense that I think it would be possible to escape it, but it would involve just doing the same things I'm suggesting here, which would obviously be much easier to do in whatever situation you're in now.
I would say I am fairly decent person, my fear is I will end up in the Islamic hell as that's what my background is
 
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dune7263

Student
Jan 26, 2025
149
(Remember that all of this is just my opinion based on the things I've experienced spiritually, what makes logical sense to me becauseof those things, and other people's opinions that I've gathered.)

The main thing is to find yourself worthy of not suffering an afterlife like that. Realize that there are things you see as "sin" arent actually wrong, and work on your flaws and behavior that are. If you see yourself, at the very least, as a decent person, it wont make sense to you that you'd go to Hell and you'll scoff at the idea. Which will be a major thing that directs your afterlife and current spiritual life. The concept of Hell you believe in was actually *specifically* designed to make people feel scared and unworthy, which is the perfect combination for total obedience to the Church.

I also think it wouldn't be truly "eternal" in the sense that I think it would be possible to escape it, but it would involve just doing the same things I'm suggesting here, which would obviously be much easier to do in whatever situation you're in now.
Is it fine to ask what you experienced spirituality
 
TotalEclipse

TotalEclipse

Remember me as a dreamer.
Apr 2, 2025
63
Is it fine to ask what you experienced spirituality
I'd rather not go into it.

As for Islamic hell, although I 100% understand being raised with with that fear myseld, my understanding is that that the things that get you there are so many in number and so absurd that I simply cannot fathom an entity that's supposed to be smarter than any human coming up with it.
 
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dune7263

Student
Jan 26, 2025
149
I'd rather not go into it.

As for Islamic hell, although I 100% understand being raised with with that fear myseld, my understanding is that that the things that get you there are so many in number and so absurd that I simply cannot fathom an entity that's supposed to be smarter than any human coming up with it.
wouldn't that not matter if you have fear it ( belief and Intent)
 
TotalEclipse

TotalEclipse

Remember me as a dreamer.
Apr 2, 2025
63
wouldn't that not matter if you have fear it ( belief and Intent)
Yes, I belive that a person could actually enter such an afterlife, by either creating it for themselves or because they've allowed their souls to be sucked in/taken by a smaller spirit that has created a realm similar to it. What I'm saying is that if a spirit like the Islamic god actually exists, *they* wouldn't be the one to actually make their afterlife be like that.
 
DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

Student
May 15, 2024
101
I'm planning to CTB soon, my date is coming up, and I've began to think more about life after death. What do you guys think it will be like? Do you believe in reincarnation? Heaven? Eternal Darkness? I've never been afraid of death, I guess I just want to know different ways people perceive death so I'm ready to finally go.


I share his opinion, and think it sums it up pretty well.
 
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ButterflyKilled

Member
Jan 18, 2021
20
I'm planning to CTB soon, my date is coming up, and I've began to think more about life after death. What do you guys think it will be like? Do you believe in reincarnation? Heaven? Eternal Darkness? I've never been afraid of death, I guess I just want to know different ways people perceive death so I'm ready to finally go.
People do not accept that their existence is limited to this plane, so they need ideas that will make some sense to them, such as reincarnation.

Look at God, how can a belief like God (religious) be so strong?! A being that we have never seen, heard, felt, nor have any way of proving, yet people worship him! And treat him with unconditional devotion. It is easier for religion to establish all its ideas on the basis of faith, because this way it will be difficult for it to be refuted and will maintain its dominance, since, since God cannot be proven in favor of his existence, it will not be against him either!

Heaven, hell, reincarnation... All these ideas are also included here. Just don't believe in any of this and none of it will impact you, but if you believe, then it will be very difficult to convince you otherwise quickly.
 

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