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HealNForget

HealNForget

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Jun 22, 2024
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I have bottles of the following:

Rexulti
Caplyta
Latuda
Zyprexa

Minoxidil (oral)
Clonidine

Will combining all of these increase chances of CTB? I know zyprexa is an anti-emetic but the timing of the dose and its absorption might be difficult to control. Can I add anything else to increase lethality?
 
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Last dance

Forver 23
Aug 7, 2024
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Benzo and a strong opiate. The heart medication cocktail you presented could lead to cardiac arrest but it would also be incredibly painful
 
HealNForget

HealNForget

Member
Jun 22, 2024
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So I tried this combo and failed. I took the blood pressure medication first and then some of the antipsychotics. Unfortunately, didn't swallow them all fast enough. Fell asleep as I was contemplating swallowing more.

I didn't feel any chest pain whatsoever. I did feel some paralysis. It was hard to get up. I soiled the bed. I have neuropathy on my right leg due to this attempt. Total failure. This attempt was made about 7 months ago, on or about the posting of this thread I forgot to mention.
 
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Fresh Soju

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Sorry to hear it failed. 🫂
Are you considering attempting again at some point or did things change in any way since then?
 
HealNForget

HealNForget

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Jun 22, 2024
7
Sorry to hear it failed. 🫂
Are you considering attempting again at some point or did things change in any way since then?
I have been recently considering SN as a possible out, but feel pretty late to that as it has been really hard to find sources that ship it, at least to where I am. I still have a bunch of antipsychotics left over I can use as AE at least.

SI is basically my normal when I don't have things in life to dull it, like video games or substances. I am at a point where I cannot use those as an outlet anymore so I will be trying to CtB as soon as I can. The only thing stopping me is my partner, who I feel would be left broken. I only hope that he is able to move on if I do end up CtB successfully.
 
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